Thread 514905167

>try to be spiritually balanced
>get boner
>suddenly imagine raping someone to death
>weird disgusting dominating fantasies
>nut
>feel like all my spiritual effort is wasted
How do I fight this, brothers in Christ? How do I stop returning to monke just because my dick feels nice?

>>514905167 (OP)
why you black?

Have a wife/gf that wants to help you relieve your desires and stress.

>>514905167 (OP)
found the jeet helmet in the bush

>>514905300
I don’t think you ever seen one of those

>>514905167 (OP)
>suddenly imagine raping someone to death
Fantasizing and acting on it are two completely different things

That's your shadow fighting back.
When you try to live a lie / be something you're not, then your shadow overcompensates by acting out worse. It maintains the balance whether you like it or not.

The lesson is you need to quit being a fraud. Act like your real self, not like how you imagine some holy man is supposed to be.

>>514905507
>jeet helmet in the bush
What the FUCK did he mean by this?

>>514905167 (OP)
>suddenly imagine raping someone to death
that's great that you confessed that to the class, billy.
now face the wall.

Kinda sounds like me and my intrusive thoughts when reading Scripture. I'll imagine Jesus showing his hole

>>514905167 (OP)
>weird disgusting dominating fantasies
>and...
>power dynamics
>submissive/dominant
>pedophile and lolicon borderline fantasy

for me you just look like a random north american

>>514905614
>Fantasizing and acting on it are two completely different things
true. there is a huge gap between those.
still i never had rape or pedo fantasy. if i slap or get slaped during sex, i go instantly soft.
(of course ass slaps in the right time and with meaning and context does not count)

>>514905167 (OP)
>How do I fight this?

You don't. You keep your eyes on Christ and let the Holy Spirit guide you. You may give in to your flesh sometimes. We are not perfect and can never be within our current bodies. But Jesus Christ is perfect. He lived the perfect life that we can't. And He shed His blood on the Cross for our sins, was buried, and resurrected on the third day for our justification before God. Never, ever feel that you can't go directly to the Father despite the sin you have committed. Not to ask forgiveness, because all your sins (past, present, and future) have been forgiven the moment you believe the gospel. But you can go to the Father and speak to Him whenever you need. Jesus has your back. And He will never leave you.

>>514905167 (OP)
>How do I fight this
i sugest going to theraphy and shoving a huge wood plank in your ass until it bleeds and hurts a fucking lot.

after all the bleed stop and the pain continues for another month, try to reflect about raping.
if you have some empathy, i'm pretty sure that you will never ever think about stuff like that again.

keep going to the therapy after it btw.

>>514905922
I'm not imagining anything that crazy but generally just women doing whatever I want even if they don't want to.

>>514906398
>I'm not imagining anything that crazy but generally just women doing whatever I want even if they don't want to.

Figuring the no's that means yes it's a man task.
But raping to death cross the line a little bit.
Just a little bit. Right?

>>514905880
lmao

>>514906501
A number of zoomer couples are accidentally choking themselves to death when nutting.

>>514906398
>>514906501
yeah your main mistake here is in assuming that women think like men do. you wouldn't like somebody making you do things, so you assume that women don't either.

the truth is that women actually like being told what to do. a woman is never happier than when she doesn't have to make a decision

>>514905167 (OP)
I was at a christian summer camp when masturbation came up as a prayer topic guys were struggling with. I just kept making jokes like, "I think I have a good handle on it" that of course they are too serious to notice. But when some explained it in detail they described it as a desire to rape, or imagining raping someone.

Is this like a Christian thing where no matter what they imagine with a hot girl they consider the fantasy to be rape even if she's just riding their dick? Or is it like actually she's screaming no and Christians actually frequently struggle with literally wanting to rape people?

If that's what it is, then maybe we have been to hard on religion. Maybe some people are real monsters but thanks to their imaginary bullshit they hold back and resist it. In that way we should really not be trying to talk anyone out of being religious.