Thread 515490092

I hate living in the United States. I hate contemporary American culture. I don't want to get shot or stabbed or cancelled while slaving away for the hope of achieving fucking nothing.
I'd want to move to Japan, maybe Bhutan, or something, except I'm infected by the American poison enough myself that I'd just be making those places worse myself by moving there.

Everyone here is either "your side is bad and hypocrite so its okay for bad things to happen to you" or "your side is bad and hypocrite so its okay for bad things to happen to you."

I feel like every day is another attempt by the world to ensure I don't even have life after death.

I wish there was someway I could throw my life away for the sake of something good.
>inb4 kill someone
No glowie, that's exactly what I'm talking about. I'm tired of this shit past the point I didn't know I could be tired but I want to at least have some kind of good effect. I'd be nice to have some isekai moment of running in front of a truck to push someone out of the way. I don't want to be a school shooter even if I like their music.

Ultimately there's no such thing as that for most of us. Throwing yourself away to burn things down doesn't work if every other person is already doing that. Ultimately we have to do our best to build things up.

But what's the point if everything anyone builds up just gets torn down by some group or another?

I can't even think straight in my own head anymore without every second random thought being something that would trigger someone on the left or right or up or down over some fucking thing and then they'd want to fight.

Everyone with sense is just pushed towards staying silent and clenching their fist.

If the entire forest is on fire in areas that perennially burn, what is the correct evolutionary strategy?

I'm a leftie but I wouldn't hate normies for opinion. Kirk did direct harm and built a media empire off human suffering, that's a high bar to clear

>>515490092 (OP)
Oh, it's you again.
Congratulations.
You're special enough that your whining is noticeable when you spam it on an imageboard.
Fuck off, we're full.

>>515490217
I don't want to be trampled by red hogs or blue hogs, bulls, bison, or steeds.

>>515490194
Social justice rhetoric dehumanizes White people and anyone with "privilege"

>>515490092 (OP)
US seems like a great country if you like hyper-competitive and individualist countries with possibilities of getting rich, but if you're a boring person that wants security and to not worry about encountering stressed out schizophrenics on the street then it seems better to move to EU or I guess Canada maybe, not sure how things are over there.

>>515490842
It's because I'm highly "communitarian" or something in my psyche.
I care mostly about "belonging to a group harmoniously" basically.

I've stifled myself from personal success to try to work towards what I felt like at the time was group-building time and time again here.
But all those efforts were totally wasted.
Every single time was just taken as an opportunity by someone else to exploit and take as much as their hand could grab.

I've gained nothing by not being as selfish as possible here. You're correct about this place being great if you're into hyper-individualist hyper-competitiveness.

However I feel like if I were to adopt such a mentality myself it'd be losing myself which I don't want to do.

I'd rather die knowing that I'm enmeshed in a poor community of people who really are a community with each other, than with a million dollars and the knowledge that I was the fastest gunslinger.