>>518536012
Also I grew up with pemonitions of me being damned, came to think God hated me at around 11/12, and cursed all 3 of the Trinity by name around that time renouncing religion and became in atheist. There's practically no chance in hell that I'm not one of those people especially considering I'm now a pedophile who hasn't succesfully repented in the two years I've came back to the truth. One of the things working against me is the fact that it seems obvious God has practically already damned me. Seems like I'm actually dying now and I know I'm going to hell and can't bring myself to fully committ to God and righteosness. Lots of dreams recently of me suddenly being yanked into hell. Would not recommend being such a wicked fool, it's aweful even before hell.