Thread 518918938

Chronic illness is the final boss of trauma. It puts family death to shame, they are dead, theres worse things than death. I didnt grt diddled as a kid so thats really the only thing I cant say I mog but Ill still bet the farm its worse.
I had a bone infection for 1.5 years. Imainge nerve damage and the flu every day for 1.5 years.. Thats not including the mutliple times i went borderlije septic.. Doctors misdiagnosed then refused to treat me once I diagnosed myself, gaslight me into thinking i have autoimmune disease. I had a taste of what hell is like, I didnt think I was going to get better until the last month or two.. Yall have absolutely NO idea what true suffering is like. It made me stronger and wiser than all of you but it wasn't worth it. Its really weird, itd like it made me smarter and better than everyone. Most people who go to hell stay there and u never hear about them cuz they are dead to the world, going to the purs of hell and back is rare. I just feel like I mog people in a general sence when talking to them. Its like i have more life excperince, even when talking to gen x and boomers i feel like i have more life excperince then them. Like I know what life truly is like. Its actually a very small reward for the suffering i went through. U really dont understand what its like to be dead to the world. Ive been through a lot of family and freinds death, thats nothing. Now what they went through before they died, oh ye, its beyond ur worst nightmare. U cant possibly understand. Dying unexpectedly at a young age is horrific.

I may come off retarded but yall still dotn understand. Being wiser and more experienced than people arpund you and people thinking u are more wise and experienced are two different things. I dont have to find a way with words cuz words cant describe the mental anguish of being sick for 1.5 years straight. Yall get tastes of it when u get the flu but u still know ur gonna be better by next week. Its different when u dont know if u will ever get better or be alive in a month.

The bacteria i had was MRSA btw, ifkyk. Its a miracle i survived. It was from a wisdom tooth removal so that part of the bone is the most dense with blood vessels so it has the best chance of healing. Lot of people who get a bone infection in other places never get better and have to take antibiotics every day just to not die and they still suffer.. 20 percent mrotality rate.. It eventually spilled into my sinus and I found out what it was through a nose swab. The urgent care nurse wanted to give me antibiotics that would ahead killed it but turns out she couldn't perscirbe them legally so after that it was a long and painful process of going from doctor to doctor having all of them tell me that its normal to have mrsa int he nose and trying to tell me I have anxiety. Eventually my cousin sent me the antibiotics from Europe. Before that of course I was also going from doctor to doctor. Spent at LEAST 15k of Medicare on visits alone. 3-4-5 a week. I didnt want to give up and each night before my visits I had a Lil hope that maybe this one would be the one to help me

>>518918938 (OP)
shut up fag i have esophegus cancer
let me know when you can't eat and are actually dying

>>518918938 (OP)
immune issues can also damage your brain, which you seem to have. I'm going on 1 year acute symptoms perhaps 7 subclinical. Good luck to you.

I almost died from some freak infection in my throat after being forced to get the Clot Shot as a teenager. The doctors always treated me suspiciously when I went to the hospital and I couldn't eat or drink, but I did despite the hellish pain, after a week it had cleared. I think the shot either obliterated my immune system at the time and caused an opportunistic infection. I'm still proud of myself for surviving that on my own and feel how you do after a similar experience.

>>518918938 (OP)
I know anon. A lot of kikes dont want people to know this, but I know.

>>518919362
U mog me then. U can agree nirmaies cant understand. If i and cancer it would have been a shorter ordeal than what I went through though. Did u battle cancer for 1.5 years? I thoguht not. I was down to 123 lbs at 5'10

Bad enough you blogpost, but you type like a goddamned mongoloid. I have asthma, allergies, rhinitus, IBS, chronic depression and anxiety, as well as Asperger's, but at least I can type like I don't have the IQ of a ghetto rat from Detroit.

>>518920075
U mena the medical system misdiagnosing and gaslighting me?

>>518920652
U are in hell but havent made it out. Its the contrast u see. Its like a fast change in current is what induces electric fields that propagate into infinity. You are at a low line DC, not oscillating rotting. I really should be mena to u, my heart really does go out to u dude. I dont wish ill health on people who I want to die even..

Herbal wizard here.
Try taking papaya leaf extract.
It's a natural antibiotic you can take daily without nuking your gut biome.
Indonesians eat papaya leaf daily while chain smoking and somehow live to be 100

>>518920922
Cancer cells dont have a chance to form is u keep killing them

>>518920785
You want to wish ill health on people, wish Parkinson's on them. My mother suffered with it for 20 years, and in the last few it was coupled with dementia that made my father's life a living hell. But because he was a control freak he wouldn't let us help. He endured multiple episodes of waking up in his bedroom to sheriffs responding to 911 calls she made claiming he had done crazy shit to her that obviously was untrue, but they had to respond. Finally one day I got the call he was in the hospital and the strongest, healthiest guy our family ever knew was dead of liver cancer he refused to tell anyone about. So my borderline disabled ass got to decimate the family fortune by putting Mom in a care facility because the house was a wreck that was entirely unsuitable for someone in her condition to live in, and by the time I had gotten it sorted out and spent more money getting it ready for her to come home and maybe not be miserable for a while, she was alive for one week of hallucinating before sinking into death throes for another week and finally shuffling off this mortal coil. But now I got a house so no more rent as I continue to irrationally blame myself for everything. Whee!

And now my uncle has Parkinson's and my aunt is struggling to take care of him. I can't imagine a worse curse to put on someone. At least cancer means there's an end in sight. If any evidence surfaces that I have that shit, I'm riding the bullet train out of here.

>>518921044
Exactly. And the way to do this is to supplement proteolytic enzymes such as papain, found in papaya extract.
Proteolytic (protein digesting) enzymes are anti-cancer, they are also antiviral. They even dissolve spike proteins from the vax.
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>>518921242
I dont wish CHRONIC illness on anyone. U mog the shit out of me in trauma. Have kids and use the wisdom to teach them shitm survive antoehr 10 years and we can cure parkingsobsm my former supervisor had it and it was very sad, he was a good guy. These things only happen to good people i think

>>518921388
No I mean that the chain smoking killed every cell includong the cancer ones, thats why u should never stop

>>518918938 (OP)
I have arthritis and it ruined my life.

>>518918938 (OP)
Hopefully it made you vegan so you aren't paying for animals to suffer more then you ever have in a factory farm

>>518918938 (OP)
so basically you suffered because of your own shitty immune system,. why should i care?

>>518923795
>least evil libertarian