>>521042670 (OP)
Actual woman here. No, your life would not magically be less shit if you were a girl. Let's pretend there's some magic genderbend ray that can achieve this.
If you feel some sort of erotic fascination with the idea of being a girl, just know it would go away as soon as you were genderbent. In fact, you'd probably start feeling an erotic fascination with being a guy. You'd be a fujo.
You see how society coddles us, and you think that as a result, your life would be happier. But you know why society coddles us? Because we're mentally and physically weaker. Men handle stress better. Women in war get PTSD twice as often as men because it affects them emotionally twice as badly.
Imagine some trivial online drama that normally wouldn't bother you, but this time it makes you break down crying in a mess of tears and snot.
You question whether to end it all. Your friends claim to "love you", but you also know they would abandon you immediately for any wrongthink.
You know you'll never surpass mediocrity. Society only values you for having children, but you have just 15 good years to do so before it's risky.
Most of those years are spent trying attain financial stability, you need to work some shitty job for Mr. Shekelberg too. You'll never own a home.
All while this is happening, you feel the painful ache reminding you that you're bleeding out of your crotch. It hurts, you feel dirty and miserable.
Sometimes you wish you were a guy for the potential to be better. You envy the thought of living authentically instead of being a slave to society.