>>18347317 (OP)You will understand when you get older. There reaches a point in your life when you realize you know more dead people than living people. When you do, it suddenly strikes you that all those people you used to bicker, argue, and shit talk to were your friends and you could get away with that shit because you were close enough that both of you knew it was never really serious. You start living in the past and longing for those halcyon days of your youth when everything seemed possible and that life would only continue to get better.
Don't get old zoomie bros. Go out in a blaze of glory and be remembered as the wild one who checked out before things went bad.