>I'm officially in the club now.
I have decided. It's stupid for me not to.
Forever in the past, in the best of times.
I love you faggots, wish you weren't so incelic but more so doom focused.

>>81465290 (OP)
Welcome, brvther. I haven't been drunk in almost two weeks and I'm fucking losing it. I agree, defeatist incels are annoying. I am genuinely optimistic for the future. Women not liking me is fine as long as hookers and alcohol continue to exist. I know enough middle aged men who are just as miserable as me or more miserable who tried the family meme and failed. It's all fucked, sulking is of no use.

Fortunately I should be able to get drunk tomorrow, finally.

>>81465321
Yep yep, just don't be total amateur nigger who doesn't take care of his body. Don't skip eating after you drink. Know your limits and maintain it.

>>81465290 (OP)
I'm on day 3 after a 3-4 day bender of a handle a day. NGL, besides getting more booze and food, I enjoyed every second of it. I've tried AA but AA only works if you exist in a bubble and don't interact with others who abuse substances of any kind. I'm trying to find meaning and a future in the world but right now the biggest calling seems to be exhaust my savings, get drunk and smoke while doing so, kill myself when I'm about to run out.