I want to kill myself in front of him or send a recording of my dead body after my death somehow, (it will arrive in the mail after I die), I want him to have visions of my suicide before sleeping so he'll never be at peace again. and I *will* make sure he knows he's responsible for everything. im willing to die for this, I have nothing to lose.

livestream it and send the link beforehand?

he'll forget in 2 days snd it's not worth kiling yourself to traumatize him LOL. think of something else

>>81473475
If OP really wants to traumatize his dad then he'll have to kill himself anyway to avoid the law.

>>81473398 (OP)
Can I ask why? What did he do that deserves this.

he'll forget about you by this time next year

>>81473398 (OP)
It's essier to traumatize someone emotionally than just sending them some gore of yourself

>>81473516
passed down his shitty genetics down to me and abandoned me, and made me feel unwanted my entire childhood. this time I'll be the one making him suffer though, soon his daughter that he had no problem treating like shit will be dead soon

>>81473398 (OP)
Why don't you just kill your father instead of wasting your own life? State your reasons and your feelings before you do it so he knows why it's happening.

>>81473551
I got so much emotional trauma that i get used to it

Modern signs you're greatly overrating yourself, that kms in front of someone crap.