I am agonizingly self-aware about the fact that if I sought help with my depression, I'd be in an infinitely better position. It's been like 4 years now, but I don't do anything about it.
There's this little piece of my brain that keeps my mouth shut, and I can only talk about it on places where it doesn't matter; like here. I don't even know what I truly want anymore. Anyone else relates?

>>81480116 (OP)
Try talking to some online therapist. No one in your life has to know you did it.

>>81480116 (OP) Check this out: https://youtube.com/shorts/L1nVbWtgfdQ

>>81480116 (OP)
i cant relate to the feeling that seeking help would work, but i can relate with the part of your brain that keeps your mouth shut. i also can only talk about my real problems here. it feels wrong to say it to anyone else.

>>81480116 (OP)
There is no help. Sink or swim. Save yourself or die.

>>81480116 (OP)
Perhaps you like being depressed?
>4 years
Like nigga at that point that's just you.

>>81480116 (OP)
seeking help surely made my life worse but everyones different

Yup, relatable. Asking for help is hard

>>81480659
>Like nigga at that point that's just you.
Went on psychiatrist yesterday. When she said im getting better I felt sad.

>>81480116 (OP)
Have you used chatgpt? Ive been using it as a therapist for a month now and its been helping a lot. No people on the other end so you don't have to worry too much

>>81480116 (OP)
I LOVE YOU RIN NATSUME