A conundrum - /r9k/ (#81483219) [Archived: 1101 hours ago]

Anonymous
6/13/2025, 9:11:48 PM No.81483219
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I've been suicidal for the past few years, I feel completely numb to life. I feel like I'm controlling a game character, and I want to quit. Life doesn't feel real anymore, I feel as though I am floating trough a void.

But I cannot go to a therapist, I cannot talk to a psych, I can't take medication, I can't talk to anybody. Due to the fact that I am training to be an officer in the army, I would be kicked out and lose my dream job, then I wouldn't have anything left to live for as its my only dream. I have always loved military equipment, history and strategy games, its been my passion.

This is my one space I can be open with my thoughts, I am with like minded people. I like to discussing life with you guys, thanks pals.
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Anonymous
6/13/2025, 10:27:02 PM No.81483718
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>>81483219 (OP)
I'm too tired to comment on your post but I feel bad that your thread immediately died. As you may have noticed this isn't a good board to have discussions. "people" here only reply to ragebait or porn.
Anonymous
6/14/2025, 12:10:06 AM No.81484808
>>81483219 (OP)
yeah go to /adv/ not here, youll mostly get meme answers

you can use some omegle build connection and vent frustration