>there are people browsing this board right now who have never once considered suicide
>not even for a second

i have been on 4chan since 2007 and i have never considered suicide once

i've had some tough times in life but i value life far too much. if i could i'd definitely live for billions for years

>>81483258 (OP)
I just came and it dawned on me that everything is stupid and hopeless. No reason to exist as an autist who is excluded socially from every group he joins. Who loud noises frighten. Who gets irritated by what normalfaggots consider not that big of a deal. I'm subhuman genetic trash and I walk around my city and it only makes me more saddened more disillusioned and more out of place in a world made for loud sociable neurotypicals.

>>81483497
all of those feelings are commonly shared by others here, including me, but that's definitely not a reason to not exist

in my case i just managed to buy a pretty quiet little house and i live alone and that helps me feel comfortable. i get all of my food and groceries delivered. i'm pretty content living on my own

>>81483258 (OP)
Ive considered it in the abstract sense, but never really wanted to do it ever

i tried to commit suicide once, swallowing pills. heh, i survived. but i really do wish i was dead. i mean this world is not worth participating in, it's not about me being a lonely incel and a loser it has more to do with the fact that i find life to be extremely unfulfilling,
i dont find joy in my hobbies anymore, i used to enjoy creating music and playing video games. but nowadays i just scroll and waste time. when i was younger i had much more optimism for the future

these days it's all gone. man i wish i could die so i could experience the afterlife realm

>>81483258 (OP)
I yearned for non existence but im too afraid of death and what comes after it

I'm not sure about that, most people have at least put the head in a noose or a gun in their mouth to see what it feels like right?

>>81483258 (OP)
I only considered it in highschool when my dream girl rejected me after talking for weeks, but it wasn't serious and I got out of it after sleeping for one night

>>81483258 (OP)
i recently broke the knife i tried to kill myself with when i was 14
a smile ran down my face for some reason when i threw it away, it was really nostalgic

I discussed suicide with a friend once.
They became very emotional.
Said they've never thought about doing it.
It seemed almost impossible for someone to not even think about it at least once

>>81483258 (OP)
I have a number of times. i don't know if i will but i certainly think about it

>>81484764
in what way did they become emotional?

>>81483258 (OP)
Yeah cause I'm not a pussy.

>>81485869
>t. pussy who's too scared to even THINK about killing himself let alone actually trying