anons im so sick of everything i don't even want to do basic chores
i want to leave everything behind and let go of everything
i want to cut off all types of communication and relationships with all the people i know
it's not like i hate them i really love my family and i have a nice friend or two
but i dont want talk to anyone
i dont want to kill myself either i dont know what do i want but all i know is that i want to relax
honestly i couldn't care less about dating and relationships , there are things to life that are probably more worthy of my time and energy than dating
i even started to lose faith in "god" he's literally watching the world rot and i think he likes it
i have started to lose all meaning in life because nothing ever works out for me or maybe im an ungrateful piece of shit
idk anons i just wanted to leave this here thanks for reading anyway

you sound depressed. cutting off your family and friends will make how you feel worse. you should find an activity you enjoy or do something different for a day to change your surroundings to regain your passion. if you still feel the same way you might want to consider asking for help

Well what do you want? All you say is what you want to not have anymore (ie not want) and then offer a vague want about relaxing, which again is Not wanting what you already have which is tiredness and stress

>>81484250 (OP)
retarded pic for a retarded blogpost. neck yourself and move on, redditfag. we arent your therapists

>>81484250 (OP)
>just wanted to leave this here thanks for reading anyway
ur voice is heard anon

>>81484427
but talking feels like a burden and most of the time i feel like i can't wait till the conversation ends, regarding finding an activity i was thinking learning a musical instrument might be nice i will give it a try and yes im considering professional help but not right now maybe what im feeling is just a phase that will end, eventually
>>81484465
sorry I didn't fully understand what you mean but yeah some of what i said didn't make much sense either or even contradicts itself , i think what i was trying to say is that i don't quiet know what i want other than to just feel at ease maybe or not have to constantly worry about things also cutting off people because as i said it's exhausting and feels like a task or basically it drains me
>>81484699
ok
>>81484710
thank you

I have done this to some degree...you cannot escape your shadow and you might piss it off. Do not cut out people of life and manage your weird politics or you risk raping your existence basically with liberation.

>>81484750
life is a lot harder with no one around. its smarter to tell them you need a break and will come back later than cutting them all off. you are exhausted now but cutting people off you enjoyed being around before you got this way is an action you will regret when you feel better. the instrument idea is really good and you should give it a try. i think it might be more than a phase you can get over yourself if it's been around a while

>>81484812
i think you're right i might regret it maybe i just need a break , thank you anon i appreciate your advice

>>81484857
could just be this board's influence on you

>>81485000
some elements of this board do have a tendency to advocate isolation and drowning in escapism. not everyone is so toxic though

>>81485076
The darkside is probably endless at this point including your own, dealing with such horror strange reactions are bound to happen.

Having your bs stripped away, perhaps you can watch anime unironically now.

>>81484250 (OP)
We live in a fallen world anon. God lets this rot to happen to remind us that this world isn't our home

>>81484250 (OP)
Are you a woman or a man, by any chance?

>>81485000
no not really i rarely visit 4chan anymore i came to say this here because i just wanted to
>>81485198
but where is our home , humans have been living in this shit hole for thousands of years and seems like there's no where else
>>81485249
a man