>>81487828>whats it like to be a schizoid?That's a tough question because I don't know what it's like not to be done, so I don't really have a point of comparison. Overall I think that it sucks, because it's extremely dull. The worst is feeling envious of others for their ability, not to socialize with others per se, but to actually enjoy the socialization. It's an extremely important aspect of being a human that we're missing out on.
>the fear of death is keeping me awake and maybe id be able to sleep if i couldnt feel that.I don't think that this has much to do with being a schizoid or not. I still fear death to some degree, but not enough for it to actually motivate me to fix my life and avoid suicide.