Riding my bike around last night was depressing.

Seeing all the normies having fires, hanging out, living normal lives. Just to go back home and lock myself in my room in front of video games again.

>>81494885 (OP)
do this, also keep journal entries if you end up shooting some people

No matter your past, you're responsible for every step that you don't take to better your life.
Sucks in a way, but here we are.