Day 1 of emulating Rei as a "literally me" persona was an absolute disaster. How am I supposed to stay stoic and emotionless when I'm surrounded by stupid, annoying people who piss me off? People suck.

>>81502937 (OP)
Are you twelve? No judgement, just curious.

>>81502937 (OP)
bee yourself why are you performing to impress people you dont even like. the mentality shift from you post yesterday didnt seem like a bad idea but why put up a facade to impress?

>>81502965
also this, no way youre over 18

>>81502965
No but I'm infantile (I guess).
>>81502987
I like playing a character because being myself never got me anywhere. I see a character I like and I emulate them to try to alter my outlook on life. "This character is strong so If I act like him/her maybe my mentality will change and my life will improve" kind of deal. Also I find it fullfilling, like a hobby or a game.

i hate all the people around me too but from everyone else's perspective they surely see me as stoic and emotionless
the key is that i am too scared to voice my opinions or complaints because i fear the consequences so instead i do nothing

>>81503061
>I like playing a character because being myself never got me anywhere
Haha I have a weird variation of this. I emulate who people expect me to be, because I have no continuous self if that makes sense.

>>81503573
Reminds me of that one anon that developed the normie-man persona.

>>81502937 (OP)
that's part of the plot

>>81502937 (OP)
>"wow I'm literally this anime character"
>can't stay emotionless for five minutes
>"everybody is stupid, everybody except for me!!!"

>>81503665
They keep provoking me with their inane bullshit.

>>81502937 (OP)
>How am I supposed to stay stoic and emotionless when I'm surrounded by stupid, annoying people who piss me off?
By minding your own business.
>>81503061
>I like playing a character because being myself never got me anywhere.
I always wonder how well people actually know themselves. Spending time by oneself is very important.
>"This character is strong so If I act like him/her maybe my mentality will change and my life will improve"
You can also think about what qualities a person has and how they can benefit you, rather than completely replacing yourself.
>>81503545
>but from everyone else's perspective they surely see me as stoic and emotionless
In my experience, these people tend to be perceived as arrogant.
>the key is that i am too scared to voice my opinions or complaints because i fear the consequences
Express your opinion or complaint in a less offensive way. Perhaps in the form of a question?