Vent your feelings, order your drinks, pay with cash or cards

Suicide, arguing and fighting is against the rules of the feels bar

Whatever you do, don't talk about killing yourself

>>81504558 (OP)
I just wanna say that I will forever miss some of the prostitutes I went with

they will never know it but the memory of their body will forever haunt my late nights

>>81504605
Just don't get AIDS, Have fun

I'm drinking what I call "love potion number 9".
It's just 80mg of THC tablets, ground up and put into a lemonade vodka cooler 5% abv lol

>>81504558 (OP)
I honestly don't see the point in anything anymore.

>>81504558 (OP)
i miss the anon who used to make /vent/ he hasnt been herei n two days now

>>81504558 (OP)
Hey barkeep I am enjoying alcohol again so i'd like a nice cold beer.
My experience is getting worse, i'm feeling dumber by the day, my autistic symptoms are more prominent than ever, almost a 30 year old virgin, getting fatter...the list goes on. I have no real reason to decline, yet I cannot seem to stop it anyway. One day I'll just be 6ft under and the thought gives me calm.

>>81504558 (OP)
Blimey, been ages since I been here, glad to see they finally re-opened the old place. Pint of Guinness for me, my good man, and a half-pint for the cat.

A beer, just a cold one, any will do.

Not feeling much at all.
Havent in a long time, just ran out of zest for life.
I do all the things I used to, tried some new shit, meet new people, go some places I havent been.
Just dont feel anything.

Is this how it is to mature? You just run out of 'firsts' and everything gets compartmentalized and then everything is perpetually meh? Nothing is new or exciting anymore? Like a bored vampire experiencing his 8th century as undead?
I hate asking here because this is an echo chamber of misery and "glass half empy" people like myself and any psychiatrist will just tell me I'm mildly depressed and give me SSRI's, but is that just how life is?

I dont know if I expected too much out of life, got perpetually disappointed then learnt myself not to expect anything and that's how I ended up like this.
It kinda sucks, it kinda doesnt suck, it's just nothing.

>>81504558 (OP)
stop interfering with natural selection doing its job

let them do what they want, freedom of action is amazing

>>81504784
*gives love potion number 9*
There you go
>>81504839
*gives cold beer*
>>81504848
*gives Pint of Guinness to him*
>>81504945
*gives beer*

>>81504945
Reading this is like listening to my own thoughts. I was on SSRIs for years, but came off them this February. I STILL feel numb emotionally, and that phrase "like a bored vampire experiencing his 8th century" really resonated with me. Everything just comes and goes and feels pointless...and time goes SO quickly. It's very depressing and I'm sorry for not being different than the typical /r9k/ user. But it's true. I get the occasional glimpse of feeling/meaning very occasionally. Dogs, or metal music can sometimes make me feel something. But aside from that I am totally braindead. I think it's what happens are you get older and have fewer and fewer novel experiences, but SSRIs are the true coup de grace that finishes off any remaining feelings of significance. I really regret going on those meds. But at the time I thought I needed them. I hope you don't stay on the meds and find happiness in your life anon.

>>81505028
>I hope you don't stay on the meds and find happiness in your life anon.
Never taken an SSRI in my life or any other medicine or drug other than the occational tylenol if I have a bad migraine.
I dont know how I ended up like this, dont have trauma to speak of, life is going well.
Used to have such an rich inner life too, emotionally, creatively, imaginary. Now it's gone.
Life used to be alot of ups and downs, now it's just flatlined. Emotionally checked out.
Just frustrated with my own lack of fucks to give.

>>81505010
>*gives beer*
thanks mate

a french connection sounds pretty good, sir.

gained 20 lbs this past year and got ghosted again a week ago. feels like I'm running out of time.