i hate transgenderism but also i wish i was a man
fuck my life

>>81506886 (OP)
>pooner is transphobic
many such cases lmao
start testosterone already moron

>>81506886 (OP)
I want to cum in a shemale

>>81506886 (OP)
Goddam picrel is my type, tired eyes, stressed face wayyy too old for me

>>81506886 (OP)
I COULD LET YOU PLAY WITH MY DICK SO THAT YOU KNEW HOW IT WORKED

>>81506897
can't help you with that

>>81506906
yes please let me analyze it with my mouth

>>81506886 (OP)
what would you do if you were a man?

>>81506929
THAT MAKES SENSE SINCE YOU CAN GET MORE INFORMATION THAT WAY BUT YOU HAD BETTER NOT START SUCKING. DON'T GET FRESH, THIS IS FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES

>>81506886 (OP)
Shut up and be a depressed woman.

>>81507006
nogger that's what i'm doing

Are you pretty at least?

>>81506895
Hey Audrey I was wondering where you were. Cute tummy btw

>>81507034
>Cute tummy btw
thnx!
heres another >>81506460
anyway yeah took the week off and the week before that i was in the psych ward lmao

>>81507048
thx
>i was in the psych ward
damn I'm sorry to hear that. What happened? Did someone see your sh scars?

>>81507068
had a mental breakdown
ended up cutting myself pretty bad
went to the E.R just to have someone look at it
ended up talking to a behavioral health specialist and she decided i was a danger to myself and she had me admitted
stayed for like a week (but in the nicest part of the hospital ^_^)
anyway it was fine
nurses were nice other patients were friendly but yeah they had me strip naked and took notes of all my scars then they photographed everything
when there was group though i was never really asked "so why are u here" since my arm was bandaged up and the scars on my other arm made it obvious what my problem was

>>81507096
I hope you're feeling better, I'm glad that it wasn't too bad, some people have terrible experiences in psych wards. I've never been to one but I might have a breakdown and end up in one if I stop taking medication. What mental illness specifically do you have?

>>81507112
gender dysphoria
generalized anxiety disorder
major depressive disorder (my latest)
anyway same though they put me on a bunch of meds and i feel like i may be just a missed dose away from another breakdown lol
but yeah i was afraid bc of all the horror stories ive read about other ppls experiences but im glad mine was pleasant
like obviously i wouldnt wanna go back but im glad i was ok while i was there

>>81507133
I hope things get better. I'm gonna keep replying to you btw I'm just moving to https://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/81506447/

>>81506886 (OP)
Why would you want to be a man?

>>81506886 (OP)
>i hate transgenderism but also i wish i was a man
turns out its a medical condition or something and not an ideology

>>81506886 (OP)
I also hate transgenders,but I have this werid kink of envisioning myself as a girl sometimes.

>>81507472
>werid kink of envisioning myself as a girl
AGP

>>81507472
that can be normal and something a lot of straight men dabble in, depending on how you compartmentalize it.

>>81507489
It isn't normal. But is fairly common as far as abnormalities go.
Definitely a lot more guys who jerk off thinking about being a woman than there are actual full on trannies.

>>81507489
I guess, but it still feels kind of werid. And I don't want to be one of those "average" girl's either (by average, I mean a girl with a flat chest and a smallbutt) I want to be pretty, popular, and one of those Instagram girl's.

>>81507518
Personally I like jerking off imagining I'm a fat ugly lesbian sometimes.
You sound like you're spiritually a stuck up roastie.

>>81507554
>roastie
Wtf is a roastie, lmao

>>81507563
It's a Christian meme meaning "someone who will roast in hell."

>>81506886 (OP)
I wish I was born a woman as well. Being a naturally passive man is shit.