Thing I love about dreams is that there are no memories of the past. I only feel alive in dreams, and sometimes, the following minutes after waking up, I feel like I'm in a different world. While I am awake, there's a fog, a numbness, ten different untreated mental illnesses. Feels like I am not sentient, percepotion of time is fucked, I feelt like I have lost half my sentience since 14. I don't think anybody else has felt so much stress, fear, mental anguish, and malnourishment as I as a kid.

>>81509428 (OP)
>I love
>dreams
and this basement is a true treasure trove