As an incel, the final realization is that, I'm just not made for the traditional dating world. I'm not a playboy and I'm a fake nice guy. Dating apps don't work for me, I don't know to be physically intimate, and I can't deal with the arguments that arise outta relationships because I can't even settle my internal arguments. I don't hate women, I don't hate myself, but I feel as though being the traditional man with multiple girls throughout his 20s just wasn't the role for me. That's neither a good or bad thing. It just is what it is. Some people in relationships are in hell, and I've been in hell being alone. Either way I'm still standing, but I don't know if I care anymore seeing what I've seen. We all have roles in life, whether that be determined genetically and from our environment. Shit, my role right now is to just be a wagie and find solace in solitude. So, it's better to start enjoying it, then being a virgin with rage, because at the end of the day. This incel life just ain't for me, I'm so tired of being mad over what I can't control.