another day of waiting for miss to return
(barely any hope remains)

>>81512905 (OP)
I feel the same exact way (:

Nobody gon help they all "i got mine"
Better pick yourself up. Get stimz

shes not coming back lil bro let go it's over

>>81513133
um what?
>>81513143
I'm close to letting go, I think....
probably not :(

get it inside your head, she is not coming back

I wish mine finally ghosted and blocked me. It hurts every time she sends me a heart emoji

>>81514018
doesn't that mean she still loves you?

thankfully i am past this stage
now i wish she never comes back

>>81514212
are you me from the future? :0
I hope so

>>81514218
man, now that i look back, i see how many hours, how many tears, how many sacrifices i made for her, for a person that didnt care about me at all. women are truly nefarious beings

>>81514237
I still don't believe all women are evil but I do like them a bit less now.
now that I think about it all the women I've loved in my life (and I guess that includes my mother) did irreversible emotional and psychological damage to me...

>>81514030
Idk, she kept giving me signs she would rather be friends so I broke up, but she keeps messaging me. Problem is that I caught feelings and I want them to go away

>>81514266
why not give it another shot? you might regret it in the future

>>81514256
you know, i know not all women are like this, but it's hard to believe so after you get hurt so many times.
i am sorry for your moms situation

>>81514306
I already regret it. It's like the universe laughing at me, showing me the ideal woman who lives on the other side of the world. I also know that she would lose complete interest if we met irl. I shouldn't have ever gotten into a relationship, I really opened Pandora's box with this.

>>81514389
mom was very neglectful (emotionally)
>>81514481
you know sometimes I feel the same way, I was finally at a point where I was perfectly numb I didn't care about being alone I felt nothing I just went through my daily life and then one night at precisely 4 am out of nowhere she comes into my life and starts talking to me and I start feeling again I felt truly happy for the first time in my life and then she just goes away without saying goodbye. these past few months have been so miserable for me, sometimes I think she wasn't real and she was a demon sent straight from hell to torture me.

>>81514659
Exactly. I still have no idea why she talked to me. Nothing I did gave her the ick. She worked hard to get me out of my shell. Curiosity gets the best of me and I reciprocate thinking it'll be over soon. But she just keeps going, asking me to come over. Eventually she admits this is mostly a situationship to get over her ex, and that it cannot go beyond that. She understands the dynamic and is able to pull away emotionally when needed. My dumbass stayed attached.

I built up a wall for so long that I didn't realise why the wall was there in the first place.

My biggest fear is not being able to move on ever.

>>81514876
>she admits this is mostly a situationship to get over her ex
oh that's just fucking scummy, get away from her asap
>I built up a wall for so long that I didn't realise why the wall was there in the first place.
yeah sadly I too forgot why I had built that wall in the first place until she tore it down, its gonna be years until I'm able to create another one

>>81515221
Thanks so much anon. It's such an awkward experience. Right now she just wants to be friends, but it kills me when he gets flirty with other guys

>>81516315
if she is just using you to get over her ex just forget about her she doesn't deserve your time and you don't deserve to suffer like this

I need a hug :(
I need her back.
miss what did I do wrong?

I need her back so bad!!!!!

damn it...not again I feel like crying again