I am now a virgin of 27 years

>>81513399 (OP)
Have you thought about seeing an escort?
Every year I tell myself this is the year I get a gf or just pay for sex but neither ever happens

>>81513658
i believe that's just the difference, aka score, aka days, aka what you lose in minecraft

Same. Soon to be 28. It doesn't matter at this point. Even if you did have sex it would be icky and unnatural after missing so much of life. Goodnight.

>>81513399 (OP)
Same age and same situation. I've become pretty hopeless.

>>81513698
Nta but I am 28 and in the same position as OP. It really doesnt matter. I told myself if it really bothered me I would've gotten a prostitute at 25. That's the threshold for understanding you're probably not just a late bloomer. You more or less know in your early 20s, but 25 is the breaking point. Most of your peers are in the process of settling down realistically. They've been in long-term relationships for years. You're struggling to make it work with any girl, much less one you could possibly share a connection with.

As far as "true love" goes it's over.

>>81513399 (OP)
Buckle up. It's gonna be a long ride.

>>81513658
No, I've never had the drive for that. I can't even handle the thought of going outside with a hat and coat on. The thought of a stranger I paid to deal with me seeing my naked body is repulsive.

>>81513399 (OP)
27 and you still can't accept yourself.

I'll be a virgin of 29 years soon

>>81513882
I don't know what you mean by that

>>81513399 (OP)
cool, how are you feeling bout that? is that something you wish to urgently change?

>>81513758
"True love" is a fairy tale. You have to find a woman you can get along with in even the worst times, which is a challenge. Most people are summertime friends or lovers, and you won't realize that until the summer ends.

>>81514192
I cared plenty when I was 22 and 23, now I don't feel anything about it at all

>>81514211
Do you still desire romance and partnership in life? Are you content with feeling indifferent about your virginity, or is it one of those things you have grown to accept due to the thought of nothing ever happens to you?

>>81513399 (OP)
That sucks but happy birthday nonny if you tried to imply that your birthday is today

>>81513758
I can corroborate the 25 year threshold. There statistics that show that once you pass this age, the chances that you lose your virginity collapse.

It's weird because at 27, I still feel like there's just a slither of hope

>>81514265
I don't know. I've never been in a relationship. Despite nearly a decade of seclusion I am still capable of talking to strangers and carrying conversations when I'm required to. Due to my nature the only way a relationship would ever happen would be if a girl literally knocked at my front door and showed interest, which is never happening.

>>81513399 (OP)
Happy birthdayy
I'm 21 and I'll end up dead because of that

>>81514321
Do you wish to change that nature, or feel that is something you need to fix? Are you okay with settling for the concept of someone not knocking on your interests, and never letting a potential relationship blossom into something more?

>>81514369
I don't think I'm capable of changing the way I've been for the past 10 years. Knowing that I need to walk a couple of blocks to an appointment 9 days from now in broad daylight makes me sick.
I exist in a pitiful middle ground of wanting a real life while being too tired and terrified of everything that entails to do anything for it. Any sort of responsibility paralyzes me.

>>81513907
Are we competing for the oldest virgin itt? 32 and a half here. I do get the ocasional glances from girls, but my material situation is too shit to push for anything.

I am thinking after I turn 33 to move back with my my parents, find a new job andtry my luck locally.

>>81514420
If you are aware of your flaws and things that are holding you back, then I believe you have the potential to change yourself for the better, it's a matter of just figuring out where to take the right steps to ensure a comfortable environment for yourself, peace be with you anon, and I hope you find resources and inspiration to overcome the rough n tough grounds you are surrounded in, hopefully things improve where you feel confident at affording taking a risk for love and co-operative compassion

>>81513399 (OP)
Try 37. It doesn't get easier.

37 here. I did get molested when I was like 5 by a chick. She made me finger her. I had many chances with chicks literally begging for sex, but I turned them all down. Not cause of gayness, but I'm so scared of getting close with a woman. When I was a boy of primary school age, I molested a few boys in class, felt them up and jacked them off. I thought I was gay because of that but only women turn me on. I didn't ejaculate till my 17th birthday, when I first masturbated. Anyways I got diagnosed with schizophrenia along the way, and the meds further reduced my desire. Women can sense my loneliness and are generally kind to me, have a few female friends. There's this new chick at work who I really like but she's a zoomer and has a bf. I would fuck her till could no longer walk.

give it some more time, maybe? i got allll the way to nearly having sex, surface contact, and also got to enjoy the experience of a terrible break up. unless the sex part i missed is like, crazy good, it wasnt really worth the rest of it. so ill think about it sometimes, get a bit sad, then i go jerk off or something and forget about it. its honestly a LOT easier to deal with than staring at my phone waiting for a text at 2:30 am wondering if its all my fault. dont miss those moments.

>>81514522
huh, why did you do that? not just a one time thing, you jerked off multiple boys? what was your justification at the time. also, your wording it in a way that just makes me think they didnt really consent to this.

>>81514538

You turn hypersexual as a child when you've been molested. I molested the boys. Molest implies negative. My friends were all boys from ages 6-12ish. So that's the group I had access to. So I molested them, like I had been.

>>81514453
The last time I was out in public was in 2012 right before dropping out of school. I've also avoided females as much as possible for my entire life. My material situation doesn't exist because I've never had income before. I never pursued women because I saw how untrustworthy they are and how unfair things are for men at a very young age. At the same time, none of them could have ever liked me due to my appearance, diseases, total lack of money, etc. I'm only capable of loving imaginary/fictional women

>>81514293
I've always wanted to lose it but I never really cared that much about virgin status until I turned 25 a few months ago.
It has been in the back of my head constantly since then.

>>81513399 (OP)
no misaki to save you ;_;

>>81513758
I've never even tried. I feel like I'm constantly being challenged by others, or tested by them and I'm just expected to allow them to treat me poorly. There's no rationalizing evil behavior, everything is just mental warfare. People don't even know when it's appropriate to stand up for themself or speak out, they just speak out impulsively all the time. They have to get the last word in. This has put me in a corner socially as there's never really anyone looking for genuine communication and relations. It's just comparitive thinking, competitive living and I don't really think this is something that emerged from anything natural, I think this purely stems from media brainrot going back to myths and stories thousands of years ago, people trying to be King of Kings. It's the same exact behavior.

>>81514787
Started with the epic of gilgamesh now its online rumor mills of slatternly whores making millions selling pics of their bathroom shart stains

>>81513399 (OP)
unless your life is full of negative reinforcement, you chose to become this. so stfu

>>81514938
Come on now, anon. That bait was weak and we both know it.

>>81515008
why don't you start from the beginning

>>81514938
I did not choose crippling failed spinal surgery in the best years of my life

>>81513399 (OP)
I'm a virgin of 25 years
out of choice

>>81515043
>crippling failed spinal surgery
that's obviously a negative reinforcement

>>81515063
That isn't what that term means

>>81514829
I wouldn't necessarily say that it's "online rumor mills of slatternly whores making millions selling pics", moreso just the unconscious behavior itself. These "thug men" and "whore women" as I put it are akin to those people dwelling within the city of Ur who disliked Enkidu because he lived as he pleased outside of their imposed rules and ideas. It's the exact same concept being retold in the Bible over and over again. "Babylon" and the "anti-Christ". It's always been about control, always was, always will be. Men unconsciously seeking to be "King of Kings" and you can see this when they make arguments, they never argue genuinely, it's always about leaving a legacy, conquering, or dominating others. Women simply side with whichever side seems "bigger" and "bigger" is obviously correct to them, so why would they side with something that seems like death to them?

>>81515043
all i hear is excuses for not self improving, you're a pussy and a loser. go hit the gym.

>>81515041
>born with a slight tinge of autism
>started balding at age 20
>already small friend group fell apart after high school
>introvert, most interests are solitary bynature
Need me to go on? Some of us just are fated to die alone.

>>81515142
how is any of that not a negative reinforcement?

>>81515173
Negative reinforcement would be a constant stream of rejection. Most of us don't even get to that stage.

>>81514938
>>81515063
Indeed, I myself chose a 5 inch dick, ugly appearance and 5.7 feet, bait or go to hell redittard

>>81515189
the term is not exclusive to relationships

>>81515137
That's why you're on /r9k/ too right

>>81515252
The thread topic is talking about relationships.

>>81515259
>That's why you're on /r9k/ too right
as if this shithole isn't full of normal fags

>>81515278
it seems muh gf is all you can think about

>>81515137
>spinal debilitation? just lift bro
I do not understand the appeal of roleplaying as a dense failed normalfag on this board

>>81515306
...yes, the complete and utter lack of intimate companionship (which is very important to your mental state of well-being) and its consequences weigh heavily on my mind.
I suppose this must vex someone who has never known a lack of it.