Talk to that girl Anon. Go try that new thing you always wanted to. Leave the comfort of your home town and explore whats out there. Look at failure as another opportunity for growth. Live life as a free man, not one shackled by fear and self doubt. Good luck.

>>81515143 (OP)
>Talk to that girl Anon.
What girl, Goku?

>>81515143 (OP)
I'm too mentally ill to enjoy the present moment anymore I can't even be present because it feels too hard to fight off ruminations and delusions

>>81515143 (OP)
>MOLEST THAT GIRL, ANON. GO TRY BEATING PEOPLE WITH KNUCKLE DUSTERS. LEAVE THE COMFORT OF YOUR HOME TOWN AND FIND MINORITIES TO HARASS. LOOK AT FAILURE AS BEING BITCH MADE. LIVE LIFE AS A REAL ONE, NOT ONE SHACKLED BY 'MORALS' OR 'ABIDING BY THE RULES OF THE CHUCK E. CHEESE ESTABLISHMENT'. GOOD LUCK.

I don't even know a girl and I'm 34 and never lived on my own

>>81515168
You really need to get into meditation and mindfulness. It's like saying you can't pcik up a brick because you're to weak. You just have to train your mind. Try to do it everyday for at least 15 minutes.

>>81515143 (OP)
>Talk to that girl Anon
>Leave the comfort of your home town and explore whats out there
i traveled 2 hours for a girl last weekend and i hated her 3/4 of the days i was there and i can only presume she felt the same way
that one day i actually liked her i wish i could relive forever

>>81515143 (OP)
>Talk to that girl Anon.
Did that once. Got reported to HR. I'll never do that again.

>>81515780
Don't listen to this faggot meditation's a waste of time. 15 mins doing literally anything else would be better spent.