>>81515563 (OP)Good way to ask and reflect about it, I don't need to be in a relationship, but for the "why" I want a girlfriend, is simply because my sexuality is towards females, thus I do not "need" to have a girlfriend right now, but finding the "right" girlfriend would be pretty chillin, however, there is none around me that compels me to seek the need, or desire the need for a girlfriend, there is times where i fell for the feminine boy or whatever meme, but that is me appreciating the concept of a female, as I hope that's what these femboy fellas be doin, they dressin up like a female, because they just happen to have a certain style that anyone can adore, where there is female cosplayers who can be more dapper and handsome than males, while expressing that "ideal" treatment from a male to females fantasy,