is there any actual advice for what to do about constantly hating life and wanting to die? you name it, ive tried it. Been to 3 mental wards, tried countless pills, therapists, reading self help, philosophy, prayer, meditation, drugs, intense exercise, changing my sleep schedule, diet, i just fucking hate life and want to die, what do?

suicide will solve this problem

>>81517209 (OP)
Let things go and stare at trees.

It's literally get a gf.

>>81517209 (OP)
i wish i knew op
<3

>>81517319
that doesn't help either trust me

>>81517300
i dont like trees or nature at all

>>81517551
It really does. My practice gf was nothing special, and I never loved her, but it broke the depression. I'm not exactly happy to be alive, but it's a manageable shade of grey.

>>81517588
it wears than you think

>>81517209 (OP)
OP I have the exact same problem. I've tried basically every supplement. Nothing helps. I believe I'm in the corrupted timeline and will always have low neurotransmitters (severe depression) my entire life.

What are your diagnoses? Most of the time, there is another diagnosis thst is nit being picked up on. There's a shit ton of patients who have """"""""""""""""""treatment resistant depression""""""""""""""""""" have been given countless amount of treatments fir decades that are ineffective because it's not the diagnosis. Psychiatry is still far behind the times and clinicans are lazy so they just blindly duagnose everything as depression and anxiety, then give whatever medication they're getting kickbacks on.

Have you read Camus tho?

>>81517209 (OP)
There's only one solution.
Purpose!
Join the US Army, anon!
Godspeed anon, becoming a real life hero is that easy!
*Your experience may vary.

>>81517209 (OP)
>>81518363
99 problems
1 solution

>>81517209 (OP)
Testosterone Replacement Therapy, you're welcome.

>>81517209 (OP)
Live as directly and simply as possible. Are you hungry? Go make food or eat. Are you horny? Masturbate or fuck. Don't think beyond immediate consequence. 98% of the choices and decisions you make are inconsequential. Be a person of action.

>>81517209 (OP)
Have you tried drinking 7 of these and watching king of the hill or trailer park boys? That usually makes me feel better.

>>81518212
i have autism adhd bpd psychosis odd ocd and depression

>>81518493
wont work if OP doesnt have dysphoria.
>>81517209 (OP)
psychedelics. but it may make it even worse. I did LSD - stopped smoking weed and drinking. Sober for 5 years. Kinda helped with depression too.