>>81517374 (OP)I work 1y in gov job and neeted for almost 4y before. Before it Ive worked 3y in megacorp and neeted for 2y before that.
Before my first job ive tried 2 startups that failed.
I think i didnt hate work, i was just broken by reality of our world, firstly when i wasted almost 2y on startups that ended in nothing because associeted people didnt deliver and again when I got shitcanned in corp.
I hate how soul crashing work can be, I hate how it steals your time, when the job itself is mundane/stupid/work for the sake of work with no substance or thought behind it.
The worst time for me is when i actualy must search for work. I hate that i need to play this game of bait and switch, when go to work I get accustomed to it.
My current work is good, of course it could be better, but lets be real, no work is perfect. I mostly care about stress factor now, because Im afraid of a burnout. Not the kind of "lossing job burnout", but burnout leading to depression/feeling like a shit. My current job is mostly stressfree.
The earlier corp work destroyed my work ethics and I needed much time to rebuild it to some degree.
I think I dont hate work, I like some parts of it, like when I can use my abilities to overcome some obstacle and normies around react like some kind of superman/it specialist. I hate some parts of it like the fact that i dont have more work from home days, or that I still need to act like a subordinate to my boss, even when I really cant have that much bad stuff to say about her.
All in all both modes have perks and vices, im positive that you can be a happy neet as you can be a happy working individual. But from my expirience nothing is good for you on the long term. Ideally I would work 3-4 days a week, 50%-50% at office/home, that way I would be still engaging in some kind of work/have bonus money (I have background income) while maintaining more levels of freedom with more free time and less hustle.