I just wish I could enjoy daytime. Staying awake all night is terrible for your health, but still, I love nights. I love the darkness and silence that comes with it, it almost feels like I can be my true "self" at night. Hobbies are not the same during the day.

>>81518162 (OP)
who the fuck keeps CDs on their table like that

I recently changed my circadian rythym so I could night walk from the hours of midnight to 4 am.
>>81518172
when everything was on CDs and you had a million of them they became worthless to you. as long as you didn't scratch them they were fine.

>>81518162 (OP)
Got the same feeling anon, I sleep a lot during the day when I can so maybe that mitigates it a little bit??

there's just something calm and real about darkness

>>81518996
>there's just something calm and real about darkness
Be the light you want to see in this world. I guess that's why our masks drop, and we can be our "true" selves in the darkness.

>>81518162 (OP)
I went to bed at 5pm but the rented next door woke me up and now it's 3am

>>81518162 (OP)
I find night kind of nostalgic because when I was a kid I didn't feel safe whenever my parents were awake and I could only really enjoy myself at night. I would often stay up late to explore the internet, and it hit different.
But that doesn't work so well for me anymore because I have so many responsibilities that I can't untether myself from reality. The last time I remember feeling that way was during covid.

>>81519055
very relatable anon, I remember being a kid in those late nights watching my brother play slenderman or something, swat 4 too in those rather purple than black nights, it was great