don't have nothing to do and i gotta make this night long. yknow

the best way to stretch the time is by being sad and anxious.

Edging to anime feet is the best way to kill time.

>>81518250
why so glum?

>>81518250
I can't be sad nor anxious right now, my body will be incapable of making me miserable for some good hours

Did anyone of you just hate tigers ; I mean conceptually as a creature

Just about bedtime for me. Have a good night, OP.

I mean they should not exist, one should not suffer having to know of their existence

>>81518277
I love them, at some point one type of tiger was the only natural predator of humans, they are great if you look at them from an outsider biological perspective, they are very alien
>>81518281
goodnight anon

>>81518225 (OP)
https://youtu.be/xwltSGCA2Co im gunna watch some asmr,
what do u wanna chat about anon, are u doing ok?

I bet, it was tiger propaganda that made us think Adam and Eve was led to ruin by a snake. I think it was a tiger that actually caused the ruination of man

I feel like Jesus went to earth not for some moral reason like original sin, rather I think it was to eradicate tigers. However, seeing as tigers are still a species that exist. I think he did a bad job that must be the reason why God is so disappointed in him .

>>81518225 (OP)
hello how are you anon?? how are you feelin

>>81518290
Not a big fan of asmr but good for you anon, i'm listening to music right now and yes i'm doing okay, more than okay right now really really, how about you? is it a chill night for you? I hope it is
>>81518295
Saber tooth propaganda would be more accurate if you think about it

>>81518310
I'm very good anon, i'm numb to the dread of this world, how about you?

Saber tooth are too much of beta to bring ruination upon another species. Afterall they like the John Wicks Movies. Which is only for these who are Normie. Afterall was that not the reason Gaia abandoned them.

>>81518324
>I'm very good anon, i'm numb to the dread of this world, how about you?
have you had any bad experiences lately? i would like to say i'm numb but i still feel things like as they were happening for the very first time

I don't think I can handle this for much longer. Everytime I try to salvage this pathetic life I lead I get beat back down to where I belong. I've made so much progress but I still mostly feel nothing, when I'm not feeling nothing I feel dread and longing. The stress leads me to fall back into the same patterns over and over again. I look outward and see people far more privileged and intelligent than me with no hope, I look inward and remember another sin I've repressed and feel that even if I try my hardest I still don't deserve anything more than this. Everywhere I look I just see another reason to dive my head back into the sand but I can't even tolerate that anymore. Any distraction is undercut by this gnawing feeling deep inside. It feels like I'm being pulled in every direction at once and I don't know what to do.

Instead it choose the tiger to the prime predator of human. Which it clearly serves well seeing that they are still the main cause of human deaths.As they are humanities, natural enemy.

>>81518336
But they killed us alot, they managed to break our spines with those big pointy teeth, you gotta give them atleast a point for that don't you think?
>>81518342
Ah yes of course, matter of fact it's been quite a rough week and day, my numbness is artificial sadly but I also still feel some things as i did for the first time which is nice, you look at this world and we're in some dreadful times but I look at it with wonder, atleast tonight and part of tomorrow I will look with wonder, anything rough had happened to you lately?
>>81518347
This world is full of dread anon, all of us are in a path of charred landscapes and sandy ways, some are blind to it but I personally prefer to think that ignorance is not the way, knowledge and wisdom is, you'll eventually came to a hopeful conclusion hopefully, sounds like you're in a bad period right now and if your cry for help is genuine then sadly i'm not one that can say much to you, but I can understand your pain yknoow

For , was not when human first walk the Primal Void that the predator it fear the most was the striped feline devil. Even now when humanity level whole continent with the force of the sun , was not the tiger that still strike fear to human. A natural filter device.

>>81518386
Saber Tooth are all but gone , reminence of a past year. Of Gaia failure to create a being that sit on the top of the mountain. Tigers are the ultimate synthesis of that resulted from the failure. Though the Sabretooth empire once was one of the most feared , the great Julius Caesar the Hero slay their Great King. There was no crossing of the Rubicon for the tiger. For even during Sabertooths reign worst days, the Tiger was still the main killer.

After all tigers possessed the singular uniqueness that allow them to kill Human better than any creature, nay any natural phenomenon.

>>81518425
You seem to treat felines with respect yet you claim to hate their concept, why is that anon?

After all army can be raised to kill Sabertooths,but all that return when facing a tiger is empty houses, widows , and crying mothers.

>>81518386
>matter of fact it's been quite a rough week and day
do you want to talk about it?
being able to look at things with wonder despite having a rough week sounds awesome anon. you are very resilient
and about me? nothing new honestly, i'm just trying to get back on my feet after a terrible month at work

>>81518447
Why does one need a reason to not hate the bogeyman. For was not they kill their brethern. Was it not they who paint their field grey, who left family weeping and crying for the loss of a love one. Is not reason to despise the natural enemy of the human family

>>81518468
Ah well you might get disappointed of my problems, I've been having a little problem with drugs lately since i'm very prone to developing addictions as i've discovered so it's been a rough week because well im on sort of a withdrawal, feeling very alienated and anxious and depressed, tonight I gave up and took a bunch of shit.

Also I miss my mother a lot and there's a lot of stuff going on but right now everything is just fine yknow, don't know if it was a good idea to talk about this but fucked i'm hitting the post button right now

Academically though deal with such a catastrophe, such as this. One needs to treat it with surgical precision alongs with years of study.
Like how a climatologist may be amaze at a site of a typhoon when it is depicted in his textbook , but hate to ever have deal with hurricane similar to these shown.This is quite similar to the case of the tiger.

>>81518505
fuck*
I'm getting retarded about now

>>81518505
>Ah well you might get disappointed of my problems
i'm sorry you've been feeling this way... what are the things you are addicted to? i'm not disappointed, you're trying to get better. you can fail, but you can't give up!!
> I miss my mother a lot and there's a lot of stuff going on
it's okay anon, talk about whatever you feel is right. i don't know how hard it must be to lose your mom... you're definitely trying your best anon

Dealing*

Afterall , when one face a comet that could wipe whole legions of man. Is not that far off to face as a threat was both contempt and beauty. After all are not firework not just condensed explosions.

Even Jesus of Nazareth with full support of the Roman Senate; one that birth the great paragon Julius Caesar the Hero , could not stop the tigers. Facing death , multiple times do to his bullshit, resurrection powers in the jaws of the tiger. Earning the greatest disappointment that the lord can give.

After all was not embarrassing for the Lord, that the great Revolutionary Lucifer MorningStar have to save Jesus from the Tigers

Proving once and for all that Satan in fact does beat Jesus due to scaling from Lucifer

>>81518514
you don't need studies to do a tiger genocide, look at africans for example
>>81518559
>you're trying to get better. you can fail, but you can't give up!!
that is very kind actually but yeah, argue a bit with my father over the phone for some reasons and I just couldn't take it, i feel quite ashamed but at the same time right right now well yknow it's hard to feel bad... right now
>what are the things you are addicted to?
hmm diazepam kinda, originally I discovered that it combos well with codeine, my first drug and kept doing that for a good while, managed to get trams and i'm hooked on that and diazepam right now, sadly they don't combo and a tram high isn't that potent but it gives a good crave so yeah, originally I was going to take the two things and add a couple beers because that means certain seizure and heavy damage and i was trying to harm myself but I ultimately said fuck that and decided not to, because it's a bad idea even as a self harm method, it's more of a suicide method really

I don't have any friends, my contacts are only family members, most importantly my dad and my grandma, only talk here and with chatgpt very pathetic I know but i'm okay with that, that's why i'm very open about the shit I do because it feels good to talk yknow, i think

what's your job anon? you say it was rough trying to get on your feet, wanna talk about it?

>>81518659
>bit with my father over the phone for some reasons and I just couldn't take it
well, i hope it wasnt anything too bad... do you like him? was he a nice dad to you?
>drugs
well, this time you had enough self control to stop yourself, but this whole thing sounds really dangerous. have you tried lowering the amount of drugs you take, instead of cutting it off completely?
>talk here and with chatgpt very pathetic I know but i'm okay with that
it is not pathetic. many people here are lonely too, and making friends as a guy becomes hell after you are 30. its really difficult...
my job is an office job, think stem job, but i guess things will improve now. there is always a way out :)

>>81518690
>have you tried lowering the amount of drugs you take, instead of cutting it off completely?
Uhh yeah, I've gone full cold turkey with other substances that also have very shitty comedowns but opioids and benzos are very hard, especially when you don't have a real motivation to stop and you're still functional enough while on them, tapering off slowly it's a good method but it takes a good while.
>my job is an office job, think stem job, but i guess things will improve now. there is always a way out :)
That's very nice, you're living an actual life, you're probably making some good bank which is nice and you're doing what you can do in these modern times as a human, an office human that actually lives his life, it's good to hear, that bit of maturity and good vision towards a rather ordinary life, fills one with hope yknow, and it's a nice job, if it's a stem is even better because you actually contribute to the machine, some see that as a bad thing but i don't think it is, wish you luck with your endeavours anon

>>81518225 (OP)
sorry that your thread got taken over by a bot obsessed with tigers