>>81520457 (OP)when i was hallucinating, for whatever reason i didn't think i was crazy, i was delusional and thought there was some kind of technology being used on me and then i also thought maybe my thoughts were being broadcasted to the whole world, so everyone could hear my thoughts but only i could hear other peoples thoughts.
so when you're really crazy you don't come to the easy conclusion that you're crazy, you become delusional and retarded.