>>81525337I suggest you give it some thought. There was a book written by a short feminist who was anti-man and was convinced that men have it easier than women so she transitioned into a man and realized how hard it was and killed herself.
Dysphoria sucks, but being a fake version of something will never make you feel better because you can never be the real version of it.
The ax wound will always be bloody and infected, dilation takes hours a day. As a FTM the penis post surgery that they make is grotesquely shaped, it is made overly large because fibrosis will start to develop in the tissue which will contract as permanent scar tissue causing loss of circulation in that area furthering the scar tissue damage eventually leading it to it becoming very very small and even rotting off. Not to mention the pain from the scar tissue and continuing damage that happens. The sensation you feel from The tube they sow on you is minimal and you will have to rely on the inflating tube that is inserted inside which when installed in men with erectile dysfunction is no one to cause severe pain and have many complications involved with it. If you do only hormones, balance will never be quite right and will lead to hair loss and rapid aging. The hormonal emotions will drive your family away if the perception of you being trans doesn't. Same with your friends.
Plus the dynamics of it do not make any sense. The gay cis guy Will never be attracted to you as he lkes cock, something you will never have. He's attracted to a actual guy. The straight CIS girl will never be attracted to you, what is installed down there is not okay in any means to her as far as sexual attraction and value. That coupled with you never being able to impregnate her. It's hard enough for a natural guys to get someone that they are compatible with.
You could get with another FTM but you will still deal with all the complications I mentioned earlier and all the complications at your partner has
