>>81526656 (OP)>parents smoked, drank alcohol, and used street drugs before i was born>they kept smoking around me 24/7 since birth, forcing me to inhale it constantly to this day>parents sexually tortured and permanently disfigured me as a baby>had me injected with some of the worst known toxins via vaccines as a baby and throughout my childhood>fed me the worst food imaginable all throughout my life, mostly microwaved ramen and soda>after they destroyed my teeth they chose the cheapest and worst option for fillings - silver amalgam fillings, which are 50% mercury and give off mercury vapor 24/7>my childhood was defined by disease and mental illness because of the above entries>mother cheated on my father and divorced when i was 4, then i was forced to live with her new boyfriend who abused all of us>was neglected to the point where my family and i barely know eachother, they never instilled habits like toothbrushing or showering in me, and i wasn't taught how to do anything - not even how to use a washing machine or dryer>they were only ever apathetic or angry at me when i exhibited symptoms of the diseases and other problems they gave me through biochemical sabotage>i've been called worthless and an embarrassment by my family for not being a healthy competent person, despite them directly causing every single disease, deformity, cognitive impairment, and mental illness i've ever hadI hate them. I could have been the healthy competent person they wanted if they just did a few small things differently. I would say they need to be tortured to death, but they're doing it to themselves already with how they live. The suffering they brought upon themselves through food, pharmaceutical drugs, street drugs, cigarettes, and alcohol is enormous. Both are on oxygen machines and they still smoke every single day while eating garbage like tv dinners and a handful of highly toxic medication