Anonymous
6/18/2025, 5:16:35 AM No.81527893
>be me
>18
>been crushing on this 6'2 nerd since freshman year
>i'm alt
>darker style, short black hair, glasses, piercings
>he's shy, goofy, kinda awkward
>i'm nerdy too but not the smart coder type
>flirted once, he told me to "wait until senior year"
>held onto that like a lifeline
>summer before senior year now
>haven't made a move again
>try messaging him on Discord sometimes
>he's slow to reply, short and dry messages
>he playfully teases me about my style
>calls me "edgy" or "emo demon"
>i laugh but inside i'm worried
>what if he's just messing with me and doesn't actually like me?
>what if he's not into my style or me at all?
>heard he's been talking about some other girl to his friends
>she's sweet, long brown hair, freckles, streetwear vibe
>he says she "helps him with his art"
>overheard him saying he likes her
>don't know if that's romantic or just friends
>panic starts to spiral
>what if i'm too different for him?
>what if "wait until senior year" was just a way to get me to back off?
>practice what i'd say if i saw him again
>but words always get caught in my throat
>summer feels endless but time's running out
>mfw i'm stuck waiting for someone who might not want me or my weird self
>18
>been crushing on this 6'2 nerd since freshman year
>i'm alt
>darker style, short black hair, glasses, piercings
>he's shy, goofy, kinda awkward
>i'm nerdy too but not the smart coder type
>flirted once, he told me to "wait until senior year"
>held onto that like a lifeline
>summer before senior year now
>haven't made a move again
>try messaging him on Discord sometimes
>he's slow to reply, short and dry messages
>he playfully teases me about my style
>calls me "edgy" or "emo demon"
>i laugh but inside i'm worried
>what if he's just messing with me and doesn't actually like me?
>what if he's not into my style or me at all?
>heard he's been talking about some other girl to his friends
>she's sweet, long brown hair, freckles, streetwear vibe
>he says she "helps him with his art"
>overheard him saying he likes her
>don't know if that's romantic or just friends
>panic starts to spiral
>what if i'm too different for him?
>what if "wait until senior year" was just a way to get me to back off?
>practice what i'd say if i saw him again
>but words always get caught in my throat
>summer feels endless but time's running out
>mfw i'm stuck waiting for someone who might not want me or my weird self
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