picrel was basically me in primary school. the normie kids sniffed me out almost instantly and completely destroyed my self worth. i think i would've been better off homeschooled desu.

>>81529643 (OP)
primary school was fine i was still a normie, high school i guess from puberty i became antisocial, lost my friends and i didnt speak at all most days, i dont really think there wouldve been a difference for anyone whether i was there or not

>>81529643 (OP)
I remember a time in high school that a girl covered her face with her hands because my shirt rode up a little bit when I stretched and she didn't want to see it

>>81529643 (OP)
I was in the shower after swimming pool and 2 of my female classmates walk in
I wasn't naked fortunately but they were embarrassed and I laugh nervously

Same I was bullied as young as prek and changed schools twice due to bullying. I tried to get diagnosed with something but results were inconclusive. I have 0 friends as an adult.

i got bullied a lot but i was an annoying little autistic shit so i probably deserved it. i was basically the sperg even the other spergs hate

>>81529643 (OP)
was an undiagnosed paranoid schizo at the time in high school and had no friends, i would always sit in the bathrooms at lunch because sitting by myself made me freak out, people would laugh at me as i was heading to the bathroom and i would get weird looks all the time

>>81529738
im sorry you had to go through anon, i hope your medications help you at the very least :/

>>81529769
eventually i got so anxious and paranoid i stopped going to school and then dropped out. dont like the way medication makes me feel so dont take it. i dont really think my life can get much worse at this point at least mentally.

>>81529813
wdym you dont like how they make you feel? anon im not saying this in a taunting sort of way because I know it's a meme to say this but please take them okay? they're literally meant to help you