I think being born is absolutely horrific and I find this world to be a moral outrage. It's terrifying and disgusting and I'm really scared. I also think my parents are criminals for having created me, as this body, with its constant needs and pains and endless struggle with a KNOWN end, where I'm going to die. Something which rationally I think would benefit me. But irrationally I'm the product of billions of years of existence bias so it terrifies me instead. There is no good option here. We are in hell. Struggle on then due anyway. Or commit lethal self harm and die now.

And what's so great of this world? Have you been in love and felt what it's like to lose that? Or to feel grief at the loss of a loved one, or a pet, or been through some horrific trauma or illness?

There's nothing to do. I just don't have kids myself and try suffer as little as possible. These are my genuine thoughts. If it were within my power I'd turn the earth as lifeless as the moon. Because the unimaginable suffering here can never be made worth it. This existence is a deficit at the very least the losses should be cut. But it's like we all have a case of the gamblers fallacy. The next roll the next dice the next week the next bla bla just around the corner any day now! If I just do or say or be or get xyz it'll all be worth it!

It won't be. And in the process all you've done is prolong your misery and set yourself up for harsher disappointment.

>>81530411 (OP)
Antinatalism is so gay. I wish we could exterminate them which is what they want anyways

>be 14
>write this shit

>>81530411 (OP)
This post feels like a.i.
>good Grammer
>reddit spacing
>big words
Someone is running a demoralization campaign, and I don't like that :(

>>81530438
oh my gosh a real living gen alpha that cant read on my 4cuck

>>81530438
Not written like AI, plus you're genuinely a little slow if you think anything here counts as "big words." They're writing like someone who graduated high school.
That being said, shit post OP. Kys and save the world some oxygen.

>>81530452
I find it so funny that any time anyone makes even a slightly critical post about the world or life general, all these people- almost entirely men- seem to come out of the woodwork with their "harden up", "pussy", "baby's first existential thought" attitude. Like genuinely I find it very bizzare and humorous. It reminds me of when someone says something like "wow I worked 50 hours last week! I'm so tired!" and without fail some insecure MALE will show up with a smug look trying to belittle and mock said person, as if 50 hours in a week isn't a lot. It's the same sort of thing that goes on here. It's odd. Very male, very insecure, and just kind of like funny lol.

>>81530520
What I mean is that if you're old enough to be on this board, this type of thinking is stale and immature and frankly you need to get a grip. I think anyone with a slightly unfortunate life has had the same thoughts you have. Hell, people with great lives but a little too much free time have also likely thought the same thing. It's nothing new or interesting to everyone else, though it may be novel for you.
Alright, say you know its not new or interesting and you still decided to post it - what did you expect? Sympathy, from 4chan? Sympathy from people who have matured past these nihilistic thoughts that produce no benefit to themselves, the people around them, or the world at large? Of course you would never get any sympathy here.
Life is what you make of it. It's cliche, it's repeated a lot, but its true. Nothing matters except for what you consciously decide to make matter. I could go drive my car into a building right now because that action is equally as impactful in the grand scheme of things as me living and typing this comment. But I don't, because I've decided that I place importance on bringing happiness to myself and the people I care about.
I apologize for being extremely toxic earlier. Typing out this reply has made me actually think and want to step away from 4chan. It makes us all worse off, I think.

>>81530520
Because like Christopher Columbus, you bum ass niggas think that just because you had a revelation means that the rest of the world must hear it. No nigga. You're not Socrates. You're a 4chan nigga. Being existential and philosophical is common n annoying in the big 25.
>life is shit
Wow big fucking whoop. Also nobody besides jews cares how many hours you work for massa.
>>81530554
>step away from 4chan
Sure bud, see you tommorow.

>>81530411 (OP)
One of the biggest if not the biggest dehumanizing factor in the 21st century is wageslavery. You're a number, easily replaceable, typically speaking your survival is dependent on the failure of others by hoping you're better than them. You spend most of your life slaving your life away for nothing by living paycheck to paycheck, not thriving but only existing. It's a soulless, mundane existence that can make anyone go mad. I cannot fathom why any shitty piss poor low IQ parent would ever think it's a brilliant idea to bring their child into such a dystopian shithole. Maybe killing ourselves is one solution but in all honesty I would much rather just start killing the elites in power like that Luigi guy did towards that greedy shithead health insurance CEO. Absolutely fucking insane what kind of existence this is.

>>81530520
That's almost their way of agreeing with you.

>yes, existence is a pain in the fucking ass I figured that out and I don't want to talk about it. Get on with it.
If antinatalism makes them roll their eyes, that's positive. It means they know.

This is all a pointless endeavor that has no real end and everything you ever did was a product of your genetics, your culture, and pure chaos. None of it made sense and the only people who are "happy" here are so self-deluded they're borderline insane.

>>81530699
This guy gets it. Why do monkeys eat bananas. Cause they fucking do. Why does life suck, cause if fuckin does. Why do we think OP is tiresome, because he is as he reminds us what we already know.

>>81530597
I have asked my mother stuff like that and her answer to bringing a child to the world was "I just felt like i wanted another baby :)", without taking into account anything about the future opportunities or risks for having a baby at her age (39), it's cattle like that breeding the most.

>>81530554
I didn't read past first sentence sorry

>>81530576
>you had a revelation means that the rest of the world must hear it. No nigga. You're not Socrates. You're a 4chan nigga.

What? I don't get you guys. This is like literally what 4chan is made for, no? Sharing anonymous thoughts and opinions with other anonymous people? Like it's the whole point of the website. So I made my post doing that. And then another post pointing out how whenever this topic is brought up its like some sort of challenge to a particular kind of males manhood, or something. I think you're doing it now. I never claimed to be Socrates I just wanted to share some of my personal opinions. Just such an odd reaction you guys (and I just KNOW you're males) seem to have.

>>81530710
Well I'm just the messenger mate I didn't make this shitworld

>>81530597
Yes I agree also. I recently quit my wagey job midshift, just walked out as the dehumanizing nature of the work, the way I literally just, the degree to which I'm good at my job is the degree to which I am more robot than human. It fucked with me mentally really bad. I was doing high reach forklift driving. In a 1 degrees Celsius warehouse where you never see the sun, and all your metrics are tracked by a computer. It's disgusting and immoral. And so then I had a big whole saga where I tried full time "trappin" and it was even worse man. The anxiety the fear the genuine dehumanization that *I* was now starting to enact on others. Seeing them need these pills etc as a means to cope, and myself out of sheer money desperation and anxiety profiting off that. It's very conflicting. I moved back in with mom.

>>81530755
I'm one of 6, my mother just said "I always wanted a big family".

As if children that they produce are these instrumental little things to improve their lives. And not actual people capable of horrific suffering and who WILL shoulder the burdens if life and who WILL die.

>>81530821
>this nigga tried to be a moral drug dealer
Yeah that shit wasn't for you

>>81530855
Yeah but I also got jacked by like 5 methheads the other night which was mostly the real issue lol

>>81530859
Your soul too pure for the dope game church, I'm glad you got out alive. Cause you coulda been killed or been made a prison bitch. Much respects to yo momz, as long as you stay with her cherish it and take the time you need to find your lane in life and stay in it.

>>81530885
Why was Johnny so charismatic tho? What an engaging interview.