>>81531563 (OP)I doubt it'd be better, ever since starting elementary school I got bullied by every other child and abused by almost every adult with authority over my life, so something about me is clearly unlikeable on a level that subconsciously rubs off wrong on people.
I'd either get killed or tortured for entertainment, go through my life as I did in this run and end up an addict, or get coddled enough in tard schools that I'd be unaware of how bad it could've been.