How am I supposed to socialize, make friends or enjoy anything really when everyone can instantly tell I am an autistic loner who has never had a gf? There is literally nothing out there except normies glaring at me and trying to find excuses to get rid of me, it taints literally everything I do. Even if I focus on work so I can afford to move to another town or something, coworkers will pick up on it, my boss will know about the huge gap in my employment record. If I try to start my own business, I will need to hustle, but people will realize I'm not "streetwise" and will constantly try to scam me and won't view me as a viable business partner.

There is nothing for me in this "tolerant inclusive" society, it's dead to me. Sometimes I think about trooning out just so I can hang with furries and the LGBT community, but that would be dishonest.

>>81532502 (OP)
>How am I supposed to socialize, make friends or enjoy anything really when everyone can instantly tell I am an autistic loner who has never had a gf?
idk
that's why i'm on 4chan

>>81532502 (OP)
I don't think people care about your dating life that much. I'm quite obviously weird but I'm always nice to everyone, so I have a few friends now. I had no one in the country, not even family. Gestures of friendliness go a long way, but that doesn't mean you need to be a door mat either.

>>81532502 (OP)
yes my friend unfortunately our reality is that society wants too much and gives nothing

I think the best and most optimal solution is to start taking estrogen and become trans. no joke.

It's all you, your mindset sets yourself up for failure and you become a self fulfilling prophecy.