how do you deal with the fact that noone really cares about you? Depending on your perspective you might say it is "liberating" because you can ultimately stop caring, but personally I find it rather crushing. I have no reason to get up or do anything and unfortunately I was raised to be a people pleaser so doing anything meaningful 'for myself' is not a concept I ever learned. I just want everything to die.
>how do you deal with the fact that noone really cares about you?
i take care of myself and dont care about anyone else, i have so much love to give but nobody wants it except for animals so humanity can fucking blow me and suffocate on my shit
Caring for others, you are a social animal and so are they. They will eventually care too
>>81533485how do I start caring about myself again and stop relying on external validation from people who don't even care about me? I'm such a cuck in this sense.
I listen to Demon Hunter to cope. I feel better after listening to their albums for some reason, all my depression gets lifted for a moment.
https://youtu.be/hJ3L5tMq5oc
>>81533331 (OP)I mean, my parents have paid all my expenses when my life was way worse, my wife is with me almost 24/7 and I've had the same group of friends since elementary school. I'm pretty sure people care at least a little.
This time/place is deracinated and dangerous and people ultimately need to look out for themselves. I am embedded in my own subjective experience as are they. I don't blame them for doing so.
>>81533331 (OP)I don't give a damn. I want everyone(except women i am interested in) to leave me alone.
>>81533331 (OP)>.jpgwh-what is that kitty doing?
