>friends leave me but cigarettes are always there
>only brush my teeth so i can taste cigarettes more
>only shower so the i can smell the smoke better
>only go on drives to smoke and listen to music
>only eat so my cigarette feels better
I only want to get a job so I can afford a nice ass smoking pipe.

>>81534451 (OP)
me but instead of smoking its alcohol
i'm sad today because my tolerance is too high and I can't get drunk

>>81534473
Same with me for cigarettes somewhat. It doesn't feel the same but I'd rather feel nothing than not smoke 5 cigarettes everyday.

and it will give you cancer and costs way to much
>>81534473
will make you an alcoholic lel worst thing ever

>>81534509
>it will give you cancer and costs way to much
I've made peace with that. I'll keep smoking till I can't anymore, then I'll kill myself. If I can't smoke then what's the point?

>>81534509
I'm already an alcoholic
Sure, I'm killing myself, but I'd rather feel joy in my short lifetime than suffer for a long one

>>81534528
>I'll keep smoking till I can't anymore, then I'll kill myself
cope
>>81534556
>the thing will be a nice bliss of death in the end
cope

>>81534624
Yes, it is explicitly a cope.

>>81534652
vape and don't drink too much

>>81534624
That is how a cope works. Any more questions? Just went out for a cigarette.

>>81534473
Bro I feel you. I used to have cruise control down to an art. I'd start at like 3pm and just have a beer per hour until 3am and I'd be very drunk after 11 or 12. I tried that again the other day and I hit like 10.5 beers at 3am and instead of being super drunk, I was just reasonably buzzed and too tired to continue so I just went to bed, woke up the next day with an extremely mild hangover, and felt like I wasted the previous day.

It would seem that my primary issue is that I'm not drinking enough. I don't want to become one of those guys that gets through a 24 pack in a day but I have to do what needs to be done.

>>81534509
Not really. Its all the bullshit in American food.

>>81534451 (OP)
you could buy a small saw, forage a branch and cut it into a pipe. I do this.