I try to live as carefully and healthily as possible because I'm mentally exhausted from being sick or having broken stuff in my body all the time.
But it doesn't work. Just sitting on my ass at home has gotten me all this within 3 months:

>chipped tooth real bad while eating bread, rushed to the hospital
>testicle got twisted while fondling them during a fap session, hospitalized
>got explosive diarrhea several times
>bit the inside of my mouth while eating. the wound developed into an aphtha ulcer. used sulphuric acid to burn it off, accidentally burned off healthy tissue.
>got the worst case of tinnitus from listening to music too loud by accident
>eyeball tissue swole up and developed an air pocket on the same day, hospitalized twice in one day
>former friend extorted me online which gave me anxiety and sleepless nights for 7-10 days

These days I'm in constant anxiety, waiting on what will happen to me next. It's gotten so bad I'm already freaking out over future accidents.

Most extreme sports people don't have that many injuries in 3 months lol

>>81535127 (OP)
Uhh how old are you though

>>81535127 (OP)
Jesus Christ anon that sounds hellish I am sorry. I think you would unironically be suffering some kind of psychological trauma from all that.

>>81535161
>I think you would unironically be suffering some kind of psychological trauma from all that.

I am. I've always had anxiety disorder + autism for unwanted sensory stimulus so I take all this very hard and I've started wishing I was dead.
I dont want to die, but I'm not sure if I can take 50+ more years of having pains, sensory irritation, and worry.

>>81535127 (OP)
Your parents are to blame for your poor health, as is the case with most people today

>>81535127 (OP)
How on earth do you chip a tooth on bread? Was it garlic toast? What else do you eat throughout the day?

OP I _think_ the explanation could be stress instead of having been cursed.

You chipped your tooth because you grind them all day subconciously, this has weakened them.
You fucked your testicle because you fondled them nervously.
Stomach problems are a typical stress symptom. Same as biting your mouth. Your defense mechanisms are weakened due to stress so a small wound developed into an ulcer.
You got tinnutus from listening to metal too loud because you do this to drown out your stress.
Eyeball swole up due to stress as well.

etc.