I wonder how good it feels to have sex with your wife for the first time after waiting until marriage then nutting inside her. FML.

>>81535201 (OP)
I will do that once i find a wife. Prefer to be a virgin until marriage.

>>81535201 (OP)
I wish I could find someone like that who's not extremely religious. Been saving myself and it's beginning to feel like it's a farce I imposed on myself.

>>81535262
because it is a farce and youve played yourself

It's how it's supposed to be, giving yourselves to each other with nothing held back, no hangups or baggage from previous relationships, just pure, raw, passionate breeding sex

>>81535201 (OP)
i hate that this is not the norm anymore i just want to have a special bond with the person i marry why is that so wrong

there is nothing more vile than sex

>>81535201 (OP)
Just because you waited doenst mean she did. Lmao

>>81535201 (OP)
Probably feels pretty disappointing because having enjoyable sex is a skill.

>>81535201 (OP)
>we made a baby
I wish it were possible to know that immediately and not have to wait weeks for a pregnancy test

>>81535201 (OP)
I wish I could have an arranged marriage and not meet the man until the wedding day and then spend the night having baby making sex with this man I literally just met, knowing I'll be spending the rest of my life with him.