>Making pasta in the kitchen
>Involves herself in my shit without me asking
>Almost ruins it
>Bothers me along the way
>Turns my back, find her with a fork trying to take some of it away
>Take the fork away from her hand
>She follows me to my room with a pot, with a smug grin and tells me to fill it
>I take the pot and send it flying accross the house
She does this on purpose
She was always abusive towards me as a kid up until i turned 16 (im 20 now), literally trying to kill me or disfigure me and now she acts like nothing ever happened
I dont know why she does all this retarded shit, always with a retarded grin and calm voice (she's actually the most neurotic loud person ever usually)
This morning she followed me on the door after i got back from running to take my gym bag and started making passive aggressive remarks about my smell
I wish she would just fuck right off or die

>>81535239 (OP)
fill the pot, scrote

>>81535256
Imagining ops picrel calling me a scrote
Hnnnnng

>>81535263
i thought that was a gay boy

>>81535239 (OP)
That's your mom bro. A lot of people wish they had they mom's. Learn some fucking respect and be grateful for what you have.

>>81535273
Imagining that gay boy calling me a Scrote
Hnnnng

>>81535256
That's dog behavior
>>81535277
I could care less if she's my mom considering what i've mentioned
She hates my guts and is just suppressing it because im close to graduating and have money from side jobs

>>81535277
Never understood this mentality that you should just take abuse because they're your parents and you should just love them unconditionally.
PARENTS are supposed to love their CHILDREN unconditionally, not the other way around. A child loving their parents comes from good parents.
I hate my parents, I hate most of my family. They're objectively bad people. They lie, steal, cheat, do drugs, gamble, etc etc.
My mother abused me most of the time I lived with her, my father didn't start abusing me until I was almost done with High School which is weird.

But I'm supposed to love them anyway because they're my parents or something, its stupid.
Maybe I'm too autistic for this title ritual shit. To me my parents are just other humans, nothing special.

>>81535239 (OP)
she made food for you for fucking years and you can't be fucked sharing your food with her this one time
i'd tell you to kill yourself but she'd be sad about it, so just fucking fill the pot you colossal faggot

>>81535239 (OP)
It's because she's a narcissist. My mom would do similar things to me, like making me taste my own poop or locking me in the basement with a box of junk food and saying to "eat like the pig I am." And like you she acts like nothing happened.
Best thing for you to do is get a job, move out, and cut contact. Let her lie on her deathbed wishing she did things differently.
Is your dad like that too or is he out of the picture?

>>81535441
My aunts are the ones who cook, she cooks once in a month and acts bitchy about it and makes a scene when she does if my dad doesnt bring her the exact brand of cheese or rice or flour or whatever down to the exact weight and date fresh off the factory

>>81535451
>Is your dad like that too or is he out of the picture?
He kinda just doesnt give a shit, he used to beat me up really bad sometimes but it's nothing compared to her sending me multiple times all cut up and bruised to school
He heard the throwing noise and came in to check thinking someone or something fell or whatever and went back with a tired look on his face

>>81535485
My dad's the same. He couldn't even care when his own 2nd child was suicidal at 7 years old.
Other than moving out and cutting contact, I recommend doing what I'm doing: Understand your family's finances and their wills. I plan on manipulating my dad to make me the executor of his will so when he dies the lion's share of liquid and non-liquid assets go to me. Depends on how close you are with your siblings, if you have any.

Theres no recovering from being raised by a vulnerable narcissist mother and overt narcissistic father

>>81535562
The assets are in the hands of the rest of my family which arent doing anytime soon and in the case of a split up im going to get barely anything to live more than a year, the sole reason i havent been thrown away to the streets 10 years ago is that it's a prett big family house, my parents havent worked in almost a decade
All im doing now is studying and hoping to find solace be it death or financial independence

>>81535641

It's possible but you need something going for you like your looks or some support system or the lottery.

>>81535239 (OP)
Damn you sound like a bitch.

>>81535643
Arent dying*
They're old as well but literally everyone in the family pushes a 100 in the death bed on average, and i have quite a few cousins to share money with
if we count out my childless uncles/aunts i might get a sizeable amount of money in the case of a split up but im not wagering on that at all

>>81535664
How exactly will these things fix it?

>>81535643
Then I recommend using the free time you have by getting close to whoever is in charge of the will(s) and finances. Best thing you can do is get a job and move out the second you can even if it's scary. I moved out at 19 and I literally felt like the bad spirits from the family house disappeared and I felt normal for the first time.

>>81535641
I've been trying to fight this but I'm 24 years old now and I honestly don't know anymore. Sucks even more when your mom manipulates your siblings into hating you so you are quite literally all on your own.

>>81535239 (OP)
move out nigga
problem solved

>>81535717
>mom manipulates your siblings into hating you so
*Triangulation*

>>81535451
>Let her lie on her deathbed wishing she did things differently.
I cut contact with my psychobitch mom the say way, and ten years later I'm sure she still has no fucking clue why I had no choice but to disappear. These dumb cunts will never let themselves consider their own behavior for even a second, that's how they're so fucked in the head in the first place. It'd be absolutely unbelievable if my mom ever actually thought something like "you know what, maybe I shouldn't have taken his bedroom door clean off the hinges as punishment because I didn't like his tone". Her massive ego would pull the plug on her brain before letting it complete such a thought, some people just wire their brains to be incapable of accountability/shame/regret. That being said, the point is she must die alone, that's what really matters. OP you gotta get the fuck outta there

>>81535754
IDK even know how these ppl are labeled mentally ill when their behavior screams mental retardation .
Mother also took my door and hung up curtains cuz kids are le bad. Always sent to our room but didn't like what we did in there(start fires lmao)

>>81535664
Looks will only go so far, and you won't like yourself in the end. Years ago I lost 80 pounds and was, as my former coworker said, "model like." I became quite an amazing narcissist and got away with things just because I was somewhat attractive, confident, and well-spoken. Shit, I almost made someone commit suicide and I felt nothing.

A support system is the thing you and everyone needs the most. Never had one nor ever had a friend, so I don't know what it's like.

>>81535722
Exactly. I talked to a homeless man for 30 minutes and I had a closer connection with him than my siblings in the past 15 years.

>>81535754
>the point is she must die alone, that's what really matters
This is the hardest thing to accept, but it must be done. I can't tell you the amount of times I've fantasized my mom getting killed and me standing over her, watching the light leave her eyes. I don't understand how my parents ended up so fucking stupid, they have STEM PhDs yet can't understand basic human interaction.

>>81535641
It's been ten years. I still get nightmares that I live with her again. Just going to sleep every night is russian roulette. There may be no recovering in that sense, I don't know yet, but at least I've recovered my life and my freedom.

>>81535239 (OP)
My mom was also a big bitch growing up. In hindsight (and especially reading from people here) the abuse wasn't that bad, but it was still the typical case of mom that you have to constantly tiptoe around landmines when interacting and being constantly on edge around her. What really makes me wonder is why the fuck is it so common with moms.
My mom mellowed out after I started to scream at her and basically break down, and that finally seemed to get to her. I used to fantasize about moving out and basically spending all my time thinking about how shit my mom is and how she makes my life hell (Again wasn't that bad but eh pretty bad) Ever since then she's mellowed out considerably so I don't really care about moving out anymore. Not trying to say you should try and work it out with your moms, if you can't you just can't and it's immediately obvious. /blog

>>81535296
>she hates my guts
I feel sorry if you believe that
>>81535335
Because once they're gone you'll realize to late they were all you had, especially if you don't form strong connections through love and friendship. Same applies to them to, I'm sorry that happened to you, and it's a shame Americans don't appreciate family anymore.

>>81535239 (OP)
>She follows me to my room with a pot, with a smug grin and tells me to fill it
>always with a retarded grin and calm voice
>This morning she followed me on the door after i got back from running to take my gym bag and started making passive aggressive remarks about my smell

/MCG/ would love this guy

>>81535776
>(start fires lmao)
lmao that is pretty awesome, there's just something about fire isn't there. That reminds me of this one time my mom was rooting through my room just looking for shit to yell at me about, happened to find a lighter under my bed, and very weirdly gently (like she felt so smugly satisfied that she got something?) said to me "What are you smoking?". It only got found in the first place because I didn't see it as something worth hiding super well, because my honest answer was "What? No, I was melting little plastic figurines". Bitch what the fuck you never let me leave the fucking house, *where* on earth am I even going to get drugs. In the end I was always too good at hiding the real shit, she never found my sword collection.

>>81535895
What the fuck are neglected kids supposed to do with all their time? Besides steal her matches and melt shit. Idk what she was so busy doing that she didn't smell it . probably extremely high while reading romance novels all day while bitching about how hard her life is as a stay at home mom. You shoulda used your sword collection to stab her

>>81535852
>they were all you had
My family's absence is a blessing and as their presence was a curse. "They were all you had" dude get fucking real, imagine saying that about a hereditary disease. And if you have to doubt the idea that a mother can hate her own child, you must live a very comfortable family life. Even putting motherly love and/or hate aside, a parent can love you to death and still abuse the living daylights out of you in the same moment. If you've never had the phrase "It's for your own good" used against you in a certain way, you're not gonna understand, Anon.

>>81535987
Neglect is a real wound and it's just as hard to work thru as the rest of them. If you don't know who you are or what youre supposed to be doing you were probably neglected

>>81535977
>probably extremely high while reading romance novels all day while bitching about how hard her life is as a stay at home mom.
We were practically raised by the same bitch, brother hahaha that's fucking spot on. What drug cocktail was yours on? My mom is how I first heard about fentanyl as a kid because she was wearing daily skin patches like five years before it was a street drug you'd hear about on the news. And "honey, could you get me my pain pills? They're in the top drawer", "Which ones?", "Get me the one that says oxycontin (or diazepam, or oxycodone...)"

>>81536120
I have vague memories of weed and white powder. And of course there was always beer. Strange how narcissists all do the same exact shit. Almost like they have the same hand guide. You can read all about it in my new book

>>81535977
Oh yeah I was also gonna say
>You shoulda used your sword collection to stab her
I honest to god thought that was how I was going to go out. Inevitable. That shit was my destiny. If I never had found an escape route, who knows.

>>81536169
Of only there was a way to make these ppl feel all the pain they've made us feel. Can't do it illegally because they would be the first ones to call the cops. Theres gotta be another way

>>81535848
>why the fuck is it so common with moms.
Some women rather enjoy taking the ownership of a human being as a powertrip rather than as a responsibility. Combine that with the batshit emotional instability of some psychopath woman, you see how it turns out.