I am completely alone

same but its nicer. nobody pestering me to stop playing video games for 15 hours a day

>>81536090
Imagine playing videogames for 15 hours a day with someone.

>>81536143
i play only single player games with bots

>>81536079 (OP)
Sometimes I squeeze my own butt and pretend it's someone else

>>81536143
I do this with a childhood friend of mine every other weekend. We're too old and lazy to play multiplayer so usually we take turns playing through singleplayer levels while one of us heckles the guy that is playing whenever he screws up.

>>81536079 (OP)
and do you like that? or are you trying to change it

>>81536237
Ask for his hand in marriage

You will never be alone as long as I am here to protect you.

>>81536237
How I wish I could have something like that.

>>81536143
they wont be as good as me and it would be frustrating. not playing animal crossing with her

>>81536337
>6
if you live in the western United States we can play vidya together

>>81536079 (OP)
I feel you OP, I feel you
I kin you even

>>81536079 (OP)
you aren't alone until you realise that it's been so long without any meaningful human contact that you don't even know what it would be like to have someone in your life again
wouldn't i hate it?

>>81537479
Yeah, not OP but like at some point you don't really care much about it, you're an adult no one will save you ever. sometimes you feel tragic because "ohh i've been so alone, no one will ever know how I've feel and all that I want to say will be lost from time and record" and that kind of shit.

it's just a matter of taking a walk really

>>81537171
Same timezone but I cannot trust people anymore after what has happened recently. Sorry.

>>81537532
for me, i am so beaten down that i no longer feel tragic. all i can do is go on without hope

you should have tons of friends by now btw

>>81536090
It's good to be alone but it's not good to feel alone

>>81536079 (OP)
Same anon. I'm completely socially isolated. Haven't had a friend in years.

>>81537681
good wishes for you anon, be sure that they'll stick with me somewhat because I always remember loners or something

I played V Rising with a girl I really liked but then we parted ways because of some bullshit

>>81536079 (OP)
I hope you are alone with peace, have a great day OP

>>81536143
kinda sucks, they just go on phone games for a bit, or get really distracted, or im just that boring in terms of a personality, im prob very boring
i prefer gamin on my own, i wind up trollin whoever when i feel they should get trolled instead of being told to fuck off or falling for their bait, like i do with a couple of chuckle fucks at a /vm/ discord, only the server owner and like 3 other guys is actually likeable

>>81537681
stay strong anon, u will be fine
i appreciate the fact that you continue to go on, you sound like a tough mofo with the soul, and that gives me hope for you

>>81536090
How can you do this? Are you on drugs or something when you play? I can't remember the last game that I was able to do this on. After the third hour I begin to feel miserable...

>>81539365
play better games? new poe league had me slamming for a while

>>81536143
multiplayer games is shit desu

>>81539410
>play better games?
please tell me any you recommend.
>>81539456
Wish I could enjoy singleplayer games. Multiplayer games are my only form of social interaction at this point, and I guess my mind won't let go of them because of that. What singleplayer games do you play?