>>81539026 (OP)The universe is a sort of whitepill that nothing else can overcome though. You, me, every other living thing on earth, everything that ever did live and that ever will live, all have no real impact on anything ever, it all still ends the same way, probably as a single black hole with all of the universe's mass, that then reaches mass and density sufficient for another big bang. Not a repetition per se as it's pure chaos and randomness, but an eternal rebirth and death of our universe - probably endless other ones out there in space too undergoing the same cycle, as the concept of our universe being an all things container (and things like space/time being within it, i.e. spacetime) have never had any backing. This grant repeating nature of existence means this is just one live among trillions that we experience, as different living things, for eternity. We have all lived trillions of lives in the past. We will all live infinity lives in the future as different living things, with no connection - it's a loose sort of reincarnation, not any traditional sense of it. It'd sound more like a blackpill, but two negatives make a positive. When the existence is so chaotic and eternal, any suffering is just a blip on the radar. The problem is we'll never perceive this scale of existence as we're entirely rooted in our current iteration as a living thing so we define all and everything as the current life, and that's it. In reality it's one of an infinite number we'll all experience. Maybe you reiterate 100 years from now as a different human, or maybe it takes trillions of years. In either case it'd come instantly to the self (whatever the self is, if we strip this lifetime and genetics and this body and brain... not sure I believe in souls, but something makes us the conscious perceiver of any given thing we exist as) - instantly because the non-existent do not perceive the passage of time.