I'm tired of being hateful and resentful. I'm just gonna do my hobbies, live healthy and appreciate what I've got. Gonna get haircuts, go on long walks, keep my house clean and salvage the few friendships I can.

>>81540788 (OP)
good for you anon, good for you. i hope you can have a nice time from now on! be kind, and kindness will find you aswell

>>81540867
Thanks, anon. But I know it's gonna be tough, and it's gonna be scary, but I just can't live in hate anymore. I just scheduled an appointment at the dresser for next week and I'm super scared, but if I take it one big thing a day I'm sure I'll make it. What's the worst that can happen? Whatever it is, it beats stewing in my own misery and actively worsening my situation. And live and learn, next time will be less bad.

>>81540907
realizing that you cant go on like this anymore, and facing the hardships to change is a really difficult thing, and you should try to be proud of yourself for trying! i hope the dresser appointment goes well, im sure you're gonna look amazing! take small steps, one big thing a day like you said, and eventually they'll amount to a lot. do your best!

>>81540788 (OP)
This is inner peace. The path to self actualization. Just saying this has put you leagues ahead of most people on the internet. I wish you well OP, congratulations.

>>81540788 (OP)
And why, what's the point of this?
to live like some kind of normie and then just die, nooooo better to rot in your room than to rot on the street