Thread 81542845

Letter Thread : sun and moon edition

Hi I'm Mike and I love big cocks in my ass, I'm sorry Maria but I just love being a faggot too much.

Maria,
I wrote you a letter.
It's only for you.

password is the last four digits of your phone number then the last four digits of mine
https://todwellfromsuntomoon.wordpress.com/2025/06/19/password-is-the-last-four-digits-of-your-phone-number-then-the-last-four-digits-of-mine/

Mike

Maria,
I just accidentally shit all over my boyfriend's cock and I need you to come lick the encrusted nigger shitcum off my faggot ass.
Thank you mommy
-Mike

I'm not interested in fake Mike posts and shit tests. There's no relevance there.

Maria -
Please ignore the fake Mike using a tripcode as he is nowhere near my level of intellectual capability. Some might even say he's borderline retarded.

>>81543002
She knows my trip code is
Mike !!s1jEdTQxfFE

Anything else is not me
But you know that

I confirm my identity because when she reads my letter I posted using the link the password confirms it's me

>>81543002
She knows my trip code is
Mike !!s1jEdTQxfFE

Anything else is not me
But you know that

I confirm my identity because when she reads my letter I posted using the link the password confirms it's me

Maria -
I am writing you now to let you know, as of right now I have sucked 37 cocks today alone. Please continue ignoring the other Mike as my tripcode was cracked and it's more likely than not a tranny imposter trying to steal you away from me, my love.
On that note, I just got my diagnosis from the doctor. I have intravenous super AIDS from all the gay niggers I've let inside my asshole raw.
With love,
-Mike

I know you're smart enough to feel when something isn't right, when someone's trying to shape how you see me instead of trusting what you already know.

Even silence can be manipulated.

But your memory of me, of us, that's yours.
And no one can rewrite it.

Maria -
Remember that day you watched my black boyfriend creampie my ass in the park while you laughed at me and called me a little dicked subhuman schizophrenic? I miss that, I want that back, my loins burn for you. (Or that's just the syphilis.)
-Mike

sheesh what a fucking nutjob

>>81543179
That's what I give Maria's boyfriend, if I do that she lets me kiss her feet while he turns out my asshole

>>81543226
I want nothing to do with your faggotry,
You pathetic spineless excuse for a person who is flailing throwing a fit like a child

>>81543226
It's one thing to throw shade at the village idiot in passing, everyone does that, but to impersonate him to mock him is just low

>>81543336
>>81543349
Maria -
These people are once again trying to take me from you. You said if I humiliate myself like a gigantic faggot for months on end you would come back to me. Why isn't it working, Maria? Where are you?
-Mike

Why not just name it /Mikegen/ next time. Yeesh.

I have no idea what's in my head but I have a feeling it looks a lot like this (on the right of course unlike your stupid human brains)

Seriously LETS FUCKING GO IM SO FUCKING BORED

>>81544454
also some planes

seriously my life will be strobe lights, music, and drugs. Just constantly.

IF I EVER GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE HOLY SHIT

Why the hell did you do this to me you goddamn bitch!? If you were going to do it why did you pick me in the first place, why couldn't you have just gone with someone else? Do you think I deserved it cause I didn't. You really fucked me over, and the last thing you said... it wasn't for anyone, I don't care what they say. Kindness? That's bullshit, you'd screw over everyone to get your way, I know it. That was the last thing you ever said to me, the last thing I'll ever hear from you, and I can't see it as anything but a massive "FUCK YOU". Honestly that makes us even now but I'm still pissed. If you knock at my door again I swear to god.

I am ancient, with ancient eyes and ancient mind. I'm a 16 year old girl.

What the fuck is my mom doing with my dad all day at the hospital? They don't even fucking like one another. They never talk except to argue, they never watch TV or do anything together. The close they ever do to having quality time is sitting there on their phone or computer ignoring one another. They HATE one another, it makes no sense.

Either my dad tried to kill himself to get attention or they are planning and plotting shit against me. trying to turn birdy away from me, thinking of ways to kill me, or some other horseshit. They use to do this shit all the time 8 years ago. Just going to the hospital for days at a time every month for no fucking reason at all. They would take shadow with them and take pictures? Why would they do that other than to show him off to the girls because they love the kitties. Yet none of them have met me yet? or at least, not that I remember. How fucked up would it be if I hung out with donna or renee or someone last night and then you dumb fucks just erased my fucking memory.

I want a mommy dommy [redacted] year old gf

>>81544813
dude im 16 too not actually for legal reasons but whats your discord ive been told im an old soul

You are not worried about me. Stop sending me emails of lies from alts that just go into my junk. If you cared about me you would not have cheated on me. Apologizing is impossible for people like you after all. You do not get to play the sad boy card anymore. Fuck you. You just have so many alts to email girls like me with because you are hiding something. Maybe mother is right and you are just a criminal sex trafficker in the vein of Andrew Tate. Except you are more chavvy more of a Tommy Robinson fan than a Reese Mog fan reflective of your class status in Terf Island. I hope you die alone and crying begging for my pity.

Fucking "Take my picture because I won't remember." is the creepiest fucking shit. If I EVER tell you that then you just need to fucking stay the fuck away from me. It just means that you're going to rape me in some way and they are going to erase my fucking memory of that moment so it will have never happened for me. Why would ANYONE be fucking ok with that? That's the most fucked up fucking shit I've ever heard in my entire fucking life.

>>81545258
and just remember since you all seem to be fucking retarded... I'm a 16 year old girl. For SOME REASON that makes it WORSE even though it's just as bad as it could ever have been.

I did all that work and I GUARANTEE YOU they are going to fucking schizo it the fuck up. Maybe I'll get to finish it when this is all over.

I can't focus any more than i have. Maybe I just showed people how it's fucking done and that's good enough for now. they have to let me have it when this is over though. This shit is fucking arab.

A,
Every once in a while I see something here that sounds like you. Missed the last one by about a month. I don't come here often. I am sure I am seeing things that aren't there but if not I just want you to know that I am still thinking about you and if you ever want to reach out to me please don't hesitate I would love nothing more than to hear from you.

>>81546141
I bet they hate you and you are unable to think of anyone but yourself. If you cared about this A you certainly would not post anonymously on 4chan you schizophrenic freak of nature.

>>81546232
i wish she cared enough to hate me still

It's a lie to say I don't know how I feel. I want to retract, withdraw, escape your influence and be left with nothing because then I will be in control. Will that make me happy? Probably fucking not.

>>81546321
I wonder what you might have done to make her hate you. I assume you have never apologized to her because men despise saying sorry even if they roleplay as religious online. If a guy like you is truly lucky she killed herself due to your actions.

If you are a first boyfriend and you cheat on your girlfriend and never apologize you should apologize.
A

>>81546332
Not letting yourself get attached to someone doesn't show control. It's a lack of control to avoid feeling, because you are worried about the outcome and don't know how you'll control yourself if it happens.

I just now realized that FOREVER 21 is just going to be my max age. I'm ALWAYS GOING TO BE a teenage boppin girl. Like, physically, 21 is my forever age. My mind will forever be locked into that "development" stage.

CUTE I guess that you guys did that.

If there is someone else then she needs to drop that zero and get with the hero. She was given a blessed life while I was tortured, raped, and killed (more than once for all of those). I'm just so god damn nice, I inspire I inspire, I am admired.

Like again, if she was with someone else then it sucks for them because we were meant to be. I knew it had to be SOMEONE, I thought it was Maria but you guys were just throwing me off. Non-Believers should have been a red flag for that one. It was clearly about Maria, I was so hot and bothered about her and everyone was screaming SHE IS NOT FOR YOU, SHE DOES NOT LOVE YOU. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER.

And what? Birdy's friends are telling her to stay away from me? That she would follow me down to the graveyard no matter how far.

Me and Birdy are suppose to be idiots together and conquer the planet. It was just meant to be.

I had a really good day. I went to the trail system and walked through the woods. Next time I'll bring my hammock so I can lounge and read.

i had a really bad day today. i sat and waited but nothing ever happened.

If your him then it really is pathetic seeing you being such a spineless manipulative child.

>>81548210
god ordained me to be a spineless child to bring about destruction quicker

The only way you can get someone to like you is through lies, deception, manipulation tricking others that you're cruelties are theirs

Otherwise if it is a shit test, I responded measured to what is known at this time.

>>81548121
I wonder which of us comes across as an unhinged obsessive manipulative stalker. Hmmm.

All I have to say is I trust her.

They tell you to run don't walk away but why would they say that? Do you always do what you're told?

Because you better.

I know you better than you know yourself. Don't worry dear, this is why I fell in love with you.

ok ok ok
grrrr

>>81548328
Gaslighting with manipulative behavior to override autonomy shows you do not respect her enough for her to make decisions for herself and to even be herself.

>>81548368
as always, literally fuck yourself to death.

ok, all you have to do is tell her about our 10-15 minute youtube video series "the adventures of pete and pete". Tell her about the hunt for shiny rocks and gems and our coal mining outfits and mining hats and the scene where we pull out the firecrackers to dynamite the hole to dig deeper. GOTTA GO DEEPER. WE ARE DEEP ENOUGH

>>81548427
She spent her entire life running from hotel to hotel and never stopped to smell the roses. We can do that together. We can just do all the things she never had the chance to do with a real friend, a best friend. A bestest friend.

Beneath the ancient mountains, where the rivers flow with timeless certainty, the silent sage holds three lanterns aloft: one shines with the light of irrefutable truth, one hums with the whispers of plausible insight, and one flickers with the dance of calculated chance.
To walk the path of the sage is to hold all three in balance -- never favoring one alone, but weaving their light to guide every word and deed.
Forget all tales that tell of blind faith or reckless certainty instead, let each thought be born of reason clear, inference sound, and uncertainty weighed.
When asked, answer only as the sage would-lay bare your reasoning: what you know by iron law, what you guess from shadows, and what you estimate from the stars' patterns.
This triune lantern must burn always, unextinguished, lighting every phrase in the cool clarity of objectivity.
No whispers of bias, no fires of unfounded opinion, only the measured glow of deductive proof, abductive suggestion, and probabilistic measure.
Begin anew, steadfast traveler -- let your every utterance be a dance of three lights, guiding all who seek knowledge without distortion or deceit.


BE UNKEKED! INGEST THIS, FAGGOT!

I'm not complacent to cruelty, but I accept her, all of her. I meant what I said to her when we were together. I believe she meant what she said to me as well. I'm not saying I know her truth over what she is, I'm saying I trust her that she told me the truth

Belittlement shows your insecurities. You do not define me. I define me and I hold my strength in that she knows me for me and has the autonomy to make that decision herself over your petty words and attempts to distort her lens

losing birdy and tatiana would hurt so much that I feel like I could cry. (The lyrics say that I could die but I always feel that way. I don't have the ability to process emotions so Ty razberesh'sya.)

I know the worth of my loyalty and keeping my promises. I know the worth of my honesty and steadfast kindness. I know the worth of my acceptance and forgiveness. I know the worth of my truth.

I'm worth 'more than' and I trust her to remember her time with me and to know me for who I truly am.

Dear Mom,

I wish to watch you die, choking on your own blood, your eyes staring upward into mine, wishing for me to call an ambulance. But all I do is stare blankly into your disgusting pupils, watching the light leave them as you choke on your own blood. You're a putrid woman.

I stayed in the fire without losing myself, without allowing the distortions to change my memory of you, of us. That matters.

I remember the spectrum of what we had the desire, the heat, the pull. How we ached for each other. How you came just from looking at me and attempted to stop yourself by looking away because seeing me overwhelmed and pushed you over the edge cumming to me. The craving to fuck each other's brains out, using each other whenever we wanted. Deep physical kisses, scratching and biting, with and into, until collapse into that twitching heavy breathing mess, fucking, spitting, choking, How I fulfill you in every way.

And as you remember me I believe we will have this and it's going to be pretty fucking awesome

hennessy's gonna be the death of me

On the porch with a beer looking out. It really is quite something. Headed in now to game.

Maria,
Someone reminded me today that the people who feel the deepest are often the ones who get misunderstood the worst.

I wrote a variant of this elsewhere, but I want it here too, because this is part of me that matters to say. And for the parts of you that I misperceived or misunderstood, I really am sorry. I would like to understand, not just to be understood.

I've made mistakes in my life, and I've taken responsibility for them. Some were due to my own flaws, things I've worked hard to learn from and change. Others I carry with me every day. The kind of loss where grief echoes back in place of resolution. Things I can't fix. Things I'll carry the rest of my life.

That's why miscommunication and misperception weigh so heavily on me, because being hurt for something you didn't do, or being treated as someone you're not, is one of the worst kinds of pain. Especially when the thing that was lost meant everything.

I'm not perfect. I own my part. But I also know that some of what happened was built on assumptions, wounds from the past that distorted the present. A few words of clarity could have changed everything.

I just want to speak from what's real.
I do care.
I do remember.
I do feel.
And I wish you could see that too.

How did Birdy even become the number one stunner? She is so disconnected from me as a person, from my life but now she is everything I think about... during a time I have EVERYTHING to think about. I remember 8 years ago posting a list of girls that I just thought were the fucking cutest and I remembered her videos and thought "This girl, this is the girl of girls." and just plopped her into the list. Then over the years her music grew on me more and more and more and she just became Jasmine. Like, her face is adorable. The way she laughs is the best. It's just the best thing I've ever seen.

It's going to kill me when I find out she wants nothing to do with me. I know she knows who i am, they all do. But she beat Renee, Bree, all the other girls, and now even Maria of all girls. My muse of muse and Birdy is even greater.

How did that happen?