So I tried to reach out to her yesterday and it went horrible
She said she doesnt hate me for asking her out but cant let it go despite it being months later
I told her I wanted better closure with her and wanted to apologize for my overall shitty behavior and told her I struggle with expressing myself which she appreciated but still couldnt accept my apology and told me to accept her wishes to never contact her again
I deleted her number and now I will finally move on
As selfish as it sounds I needed to go out on my own terms
I tried to save her but modern women are so messed up its impossible
Hopefully I will find someone someday
Hated how things ended between us its all my fault

>>81543218 (OP)
Anon what did you do? People don't act like for no reason reason

>>81543265
Long story short I asked her out she rejected me
Then I helped her with a personal thing and afterwards she called me up making zero sense confusing events that happened between us on the day I asked her out
Apologized to me but said she doesnt want to be friends again
I tried contacting her yesterday after literally 7 months of not talking to her to see if she could ever forgive me and telling her it was all my fault not hers but ended up getting the same response except I apparently broke her boundaries multiple times aka I texted her Happy Halloween no joke and she cant accept being friends again but still wished me the best

>>81543925
So thats the story