>missed out on prom because I dropped out to lock myself in by bedroom and do nothing
>missed out on the college experience because I was busy again doing nothing
>never got a job or built a career or made friends or been in love or had sex or been to a party or cuddled or did anything at all
>just stayed in my room, ate until I got fat, watched porn and waited for every day to pass me by and now I'm 30
>i completely wasted my 20s
how does one overcome this grief? even if I change my ways and turn my life around, which I intend to do, I'm old. I lost a solid decade, maybe a little more. I lost all that time. I lost.

>>81546472 (OP)
What 0 pussy does to a MF.
This is why our younger zoomie family members got fast tracked to pussy and we had to watch in despair.

OP is the only truthful poster on this entire board.

>>81546472 (OP)
there is literally no point of you even "turning" your life around, the most important and enjoyable part of your life has already past you by, you lost, failed, did not succeed.

>>81546472 (OP)
same sitchuashion i was thinking to cosplay female characters to goon just need to nail down the makeup

>>81547278
I knew I'd end up this way I just thought it would've taken 20 years longer.
Same with the back pain.

>>81546472 (OP)
>lost one decade
you have like seven left chill out man

>>81546472 (OP)
You can only look forward anon. There's no reason to keep griefing