why do i still believe god is good if every second of my existence is suffering and will be no matter what and i will never know the reason why i was put here only to feel bad constantly

>>81547113 (OP)
because you're a retard?

>>81547146
but i'm not retarded i'm smart

>>81547113 (OP)
you sound like a fag how about you kill yourself you faggy faggot

>>81547170
well clearly not

>>81547199
can you give me advice on how to go through with it?
it's really scary

>>81547227
why not