>I hate my life
>Everyday I wake up and ask myself "where did I go wrong?"
>my mother hates me and sees me as the laziest and fattest person on earth
>I don't have any productive hobbies
>I don't have any friends
>I don't have any money
>I will never find love
>I will never have a spouse
>I will never have a car
>I will never have a house
>I will never have a career
>I will never retire
>I will never be happy
>I will always be lonely
I am going to try fentanyl later and I will love it. I will be dead by 25, and I don't even care.

>>81547520 (OP)
never use opioids anon, they mess up your brain severely and permanently, especially fent, the happiest you will ever possibly feel is the moment you first take a strong opioid, every moment of your life after that will never feel as good as before you tried opioids

>>81547520 (OP)
Don't be a nigger, at least use psychedelics or dissociatives first

>>81547520 (OP)
Today I went to the gym and I realized that I was way more out of shape than I thought. On the way home, I decided I ought to cut out alcohol, because it is clearly destroying my body. Later today I had three or four drinks. I used to think I was never an addict because I had never tried to quit and failed, and now I think I am. Don't start, you'll have to fight yourself to quit.

dont go straight to fent, try something less strong first youll love it even more than fent.

Fent is cold and dull

get some ODSMT on the clearnet and start boofing it or get some vicodin or oxy

>>81547933
Alcohol is poison, it's extremely toxic. You have to cut out all alcohol. Never have alcohol ever again my good brother. There are supplements that can help. Take magnesium each night. Apparently Kudzu root helps against cravings. Valerian is great for reducing anxiety.

>>81548266
>take magnesium each night
I already take it daily, had no clue it was supposed to curb alcoholism

>>81547520 (OP)
Don't start with fent you fucking retard because the first few opiate highs are fucking precious and you're going to fucking ruin your tolerance with the strongest one right off the bat
Start with codeine, then graduate to a prescription opiate like oxy or morphine, THEN move on to something like heroin or fentanyl.

>>81547520 (OP)
If you plan on using Opioids stick to codeine pls, ik why I say that, these shits ruin lives if you're a depressed dudude, they arefun tho gotta be honest but stick to the weak ones
>>81548524
like this nigga said

>>81547520 (OP)
can't you like have gay sex instead

>>81548524
>oxy or morphine
so basically fent? we all know no dealer sells perscription oxy without adding something else to it

>>81549833
Buy otc codeine first nigga, don't fuck yourself like this, have some fun at the start atleast