feels like im double lying to the girl. I have short face syndrome so I developed the habit of mewing and pushing my jaw a bit down and maintaining that face whenever im in public. My resting, which is technically my actual face, is ugly as fuck, like 3/10 while my mewing face makes me look normal. this isnt a perfect fix my profile still looks disgusting and whenever I talk or laugh my face goes back to looking ugly as shit. Due to this insecurity and me being very high on the NPD spectrum I became very particular about how I take my selfies, I dont use filters or anything my camera is pretty shit I just use different angles/lightning and select the photos that look the best, which surprisingly worked very well, women online are very flirty and usually initiate convos with me and im complimented they say i look like a model a lot which is good and all but is something i never experience IRL so i know im not actually good looking. I really want to use this to get hook ups but im pretty scared of rejection and feel bad about technically lying about my appearance twice to the girls. im horny as shit but i dont know if the emotional and financial investment is gonna pay off and its making me anxious as shit

>>81548656 (OP)
Almost everyone lies a little bit, just don't make it a too large a difference between the anglefrauding and the real you

>>81548656 (OP)
if you look that bad in reality she will just immediately be let down and not want anything to do with you

>>81548670
yeah I guess the most neutral take on my appearance (since its so hard for ourselves to objectively evaluate our beauty) would be a photo taken from a third a party, which i really hate how i look in them like i think id rather not make a profile at all if i had to show these photos, like the NPD anxiety wont let me. also whats even the point these apps if youre not extremely attractive you wont get hook ups at my age
>>81548691
its hard to make an objective opinion about my appearance because of NPD but i personally dont like my face when i look myself in the mirror and irl im not really treated like im attractive so i assume im not. Ive been pondering about researching steroid use just to get jacked as fast as possible so they might ignore my mediocre looks

Learn to speak english, that's called photography skill not whatevermaxing.. stop downplaying yourself

>>81548656 (OP)
>hook ups
you already failed at life