Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:18:10 AM No.81551245
I think I might would be less depressed if I didn't hate everyone I have ever met but I don't know how to not.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:21:42 AM No.81551266
Would psychedelics help?
Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:28:12 AM No.81551300
>>81551245 (OP)
It's simple, just realize the reason why you hate them, and what you're using that hate to hide from yourself.
It's simple, just realize the reason why you hate them, and what you're using that hate to hide from yourself.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:34:31 AM No.81551333
>>81551300
I will try but most of the time I don't even know why I do. Other than maybe that I struggle to focus on anything I am not personally interested in and interacting with others makes be want to blow up on average with the mundanity of the average expected conversation.
I will try but most of the time I don't even know why I do. Other than maybe that I struggle to focus on anything I am not personally interested in and interacting with others makes be want to blow up on average with the mundanity of the average expected conversation.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:45:14 AM No.81551382
>>81551333
>I struggle to focus on anything I am not personally interested
You should also put some effort into understanding why you do this.
It does sound like you grew up in a weird family, lots of weird childhood trauma, probably not direct abuse, but weird neglect and a lot of turmoil and fighting in the house.
>I struggle to focus on anything I am not personally interested
You should also put some effort into understanding why you do this.
It does sound like you grew up in a weird family, lots of weird childhood trauma, probably not direct abuse, but weird neglect and a lot of turmoil and fighting in the house.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:47:56 AM No.81551392
>>81551382
>It does sound like you grew up in a weird family, lots of weird childhood trauma, probably not direct abuse, but weird neglect and a lot of turmoil and fighting in the house.
You a psychologist or something?.. Fuck, man...
>It does sound like you grew up in a weird family, lots of weird childhood trauma, probably not direct abuse, but weird neglect and a lot of turmoil and fighting in the house.
You a psychologist or something?.. Fuck, man...
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 11:59:26 AM No.81551462
>>81551392
Yeah something like that lol.
On the bright side, it's really not as bad as you might think it is. It's a very solvable problem.
Yeah something like that lol.
On the bright side, it's really not as bad as you might think it is. It's a very solvable problem.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 12:11:00 PM No.81551525
>>81551462
Is there any further wisdom you could impose upon me?
Is there any further wisdom you could impose upon me?
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 12:34:36 PM No.81551653
>>81551245 (OP)
i would be less depressed if i could get a fucking hour to myself a week
since i started waging again i dont get to have even that now
literally 24/7 having to be surrounded with people
and even my measly wagies are getting garnished by my family
how can i ever move out, when you fucks just "borrow" all my money month to month
its all so fucking pointless
im not killing myself only because dying would be another fuck you to me by the world
>have to deal with all that bullshit daily
>dont get to enjoy even a little moment at the end of it
i would be less depressed if i could get a fucking hour to myself a week
since i started waging again i dont get to have even that now
literally 24/7 having to be surrounded with people
and even my measly wagies are getting garnished by my family
how can i ever move out, when you fucks just "borrow" all my money month to month
its all so fucking pointless
im not killing myself only because dying would be another fuck you to me by the world
>have to deal with all that bullshit daily
>dont get to enjoy even a little moment at the end of it
Anonymous
6/20/2025, 12:56:53 PM No.81551778
>>81551525
Most of it you kind of need to figure out yourself. But the main thing is that your lack of interest isn't real, same with the boredom. They're not real, it's just a learned response to repress your own negative emotions, typically anger or frustration. Which you probably have a bad relationship with because of your childhood. Basically what you're doing is stuffing the negative emotions you don't want to experience down, and putting boredom on top of it then zoning out.
The real solution to your problem is to stop repressing how you feel and start feeling it. Which to do that you need to go back in time, metaphorically speaking, to when you were a kid and really understand the relationship you've developed with those feelings you dislike so much.
Most of it you kind of need to figure out yourself. But the main thing is that your lack of interest isn't real, same with the boredom. They're not real, it's just a learned response to repress your own negative emotions, typically anger or frustration. Which you probably have a bad relationship with because of your childhood. Basically what you're doing is stuffing the negative emotions you don't want to experience down, and putting boredom on top of it then zoning out.
The real solution to your problem is to stop repressing how you feel and start feeling it. Which to do that you need to go back in time, metaphorically speaking, to when you were a kid and really understand the relationship you've developed with those feelings you dislike so much.
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Anonymous
6/20/2025, 1:01:09 PM No.81551800
>>81551778
^^This, read this over and over, most 4chan deny, project and deflect for this reason.
^^This, read this over and over, most 4chan deny, project and deflect for this reason.